Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
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They took Raftery in an ambulance from Great Malvern in order to spare
him the jar of the roads. That night he slept in his own spacious
loosebox, and the faithful Jim would not leave him that night; he sat up
and watched while Raftery slept in so deep a bed of yellow-gold straw
that it all but reached to his knees when standing. A last inarticulate
tribute this to the most gallant horse, the most courteous horse that
ever stepped out of stable.
But when the sun came up over Bredon, flooding the breadth of the Severn
Valley, touching the slopes of the Malvern Hills that stand opposite
Bredon across the valley, gilding the old red bricks of Morton and the
weather-vane on its quiet stables, Stephen went into her father’s study
and she loaded his heavy revolver.
Then they led Raftery out and into the morning; they led him with care
to the big north paddock and stood him beside the mighty hedge that had
set the seal on his youthful valour. Very still he stood with the sun on
his flanks, the groom, Jim, holding the bridle.
Stephen said: ‘I’m going to send you away, a long way away, and I’ve
never left you except for a little while since you came when I was a
child and you were quite young—but I’m going to send you a long way
away because of your pain. Raftery, this is death; and beyond, they say,
there’s no more suffering.’ She paused, then spoke in a voice so low
that the groom could not hear her: ‘Forgive me, Raftery.’
And Raftery stood there looking at Stephen, and his eyes were as soft as
an Irish morning, yet as brave as the eyes that looked into his. Then it
seemed to Stephen that he had spoken, that Raftery had said: ‘Since to
me you are God, what have I to forgive you, Stephen?’
She took a step forward and pressed the revolver high up against
Raftery’s smooth, grey forehead. She fired, and he dropped to the ground
like a stone, lying perfectly still by the mighty hedge that had set the
seal on his youthful valour.
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