Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
‘Well—I’m awfully busy.’
‘But I want to come, please; I can talk to Puddle.’
‘I’m afraid she’ll be out.’
‘Then I’ll just sit and wait until she comes in; I’ll be quiet as a
mouse.’
‘Oh, no, Brockett, please don’t; I should know you were there and that
would disturb me.’
‘I see. A new book?’
‘Well, no—I’m trying to write some short stories; I’ve got a commission
from _The Good Housewife_.’
‘Sounds thrifty. I hope you’re getting well paid.’ Then after a rather
long pause: ‘How’s Raftery?’
For a second she did not answer, and Brockett, with quick intuition,
regretted his question. ‘Not . . . not. . . .’ he stammered.
‘Yes,’ she said slowly, ‘Raftery’s dead—he went lame. I shot him.’
He was silent. Then he suddenly took her hand and, still without
speaking, pressed it. Glancing up, she was surprised by the look in his
eyes, so sorrowful it was, and so understanding. He had liked the old
horse, for he liked all dumb creatures. But Raftery’s death could mean
nothing to him; yet his sharp, grey eyes had now softened with pity
because she had had to shoot Raftery.
She thought: ‘What a curious fellow he is. At this moment I suppose he
actually feels something almost like grief—it’s my grief he’s
getting—and to-morrow, of course, he’ll forget all about it.’
Which was true enough. Brockett could compress quite a lot of emotion
into an incredibly short space of time; could squeeze a kind of
emotional beef-tea from all those with whom life brought him in
contact—a strong brew, and one that served to sustain and revivify his
inspiration.
2
For ten days Stephen heard nothing more of Brockett; then he rang up to
announce that he was coming to dinner at her flat that very same
evening.
‘You’ll get awfully little to eat,’ warned Stephen, who was tired to
death and who did not want him.
‘Oh, all right, I’ll bring some dinner along,’ he said blithely, and
with that he hung up the receiver.
At a quarter-past eight he arrived, late for dinner and loaded like a
pack-mule with brown paper parcels. He looked cross; he had spoilt his
new reindeer gloves with mayonnaise that had oozed through a box
containing the lobster salad.
He thrust the box into Stephen’s hands. ‘Here, you take it—it’s
dripping. Can I have a wash rag?’ But after a moment he forgot the new
gloves. ‘I’ve raided Fortnum and Mason—such fun—I do _love_ eating
things out of cardboard boxes. Hallo, Puddle darling! I sent you a
plant. Did you get it? A nice little plant with brown bobbles. It smells
good, and it’s got a ridiculous name like an old Italian dowager or
something. Wait a minute—what’s it called? Oh, yes, a baronia—it’s so
humble to have such a pompous name! Stephen, do be careful—don’t rock
the lobster about like that. I told you the thing was dripping!’
He dumped his parcels on to the hall table.
‘I’ll take them along to the kitchen,’ smiled Puddle.
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