Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
‘Very well then, listen.’ And now his voice was so grave that Puddle put
down her embroidery. ‘You listen to me, you, Stephen Gordon. Your last
book was quite inexcusably bad. It was no more like what we all
expected, had a right to expect of you after _The Furrow_, than that
plant I sent Puddle is like an oak tree—I won’t even compare it to that
little plant, for the plant’s alive; your book isn’t. Oh, I don’t mean
to say that it’s not well written; it’s well written because you’re just
a born writer—you feel words, you’ve a perfect ear for balance, and a
very good all-round knowledge of English. But that’s not enough, not
nearly enough; all that’s a mere suitable dress for a body. And this
time you’ve hung the dress on a dummy—a dummy can’t stir our emotions,
Stephen. I was talking to Ogilvy only last night. He gave you a good
review, he told me, because he’s got such a respect for your talent that
he didn’t want to put on the damper. He’s like that—too merciful I
always think—they’ve all been too merciful to you, my dear. They ought
to have literally skinned you alive—that might have helped to show you
your danger. My God! and you wrote a thing like _The Furrow_! What’s
happened? What’s undermining your work? Because whatever it is, it’s
deadly! it must be some kind of horrid dry rot. Ah, no, it’s too bad and
it mustn’t go on—we’ve got to do something, quickly.’
He paused, and she stared at him in amazement. Until now she had never
seen this side of Brockett, the side of the man that belonged to his
art, to all art—the one thing in life he respected.
She said: ‘Do you really mean what you’re saying?’
‘I mean every word,’ he told her.
Then she asked him quite humbly: ‘What must I do to save my work?’ for
she realized that he had been speaking the stark, bitter truth; that
indeed she had needed no one to tell her that her last book had been
altogether unworthy—a poor, lifeless thing, having no health in it.
He considered. ‘It’s a difficult question, Stephen. Your own temperament
is so much against you. You’re so strong in some ways and yet so
timid—such a mixture—and you’re terribly frightened of life. Now why?
You must try to stop being frightened, to stop hiding your head. You
need life, you need people. People are the food that we writers live on;
get out and devour them, squeeze them dry, Stephen!’
‘My father once told me something like that—not quite in those
words—but something very like it.’
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