Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
‘Then your father must have been a sensible man,’ smiled Brockett. ‘Now
I had a perfect beast of a father. Well, Stephen, I’ll give you my
advice for what it’s worth—you want a real change. Why not go abroad
somewhere? Get right away for a bit from your England. You’ll probably
write it a damned sight better when you’re far enough off to see the
perspective. Start with Paris—it’s an excellent jumping-off place. Then
you might go across to Italy or Spain—go anywhere, only do get a move
on! No wonder you’re atrophied here in London. I can put you wise about
people in Paris. You ought to know Valérie Seymour, for instance. She’s
very good fun and a perfect darling; I’m sure you’d like her, every one
does. Her parties are a kind of human bran-pie—you just plunge in your
fist and see what happens. You may draw a prize or you may draw blank,
but it’s always worth while to go to her parties. Oh, but good Lord,
there are so many things that stimulate one in Paris.’
He talked on about Paris for a little while longer, then he got up to
go. ‘Well, good-bye, my dears, I’m off. I’ve given myself indigestion.
And do look at Puddle, she’s blind with fury; I believe she’s going to
refuse to shake hands! Don’t be angry, Puddle—I’m very well-meaning.’
‘Yes, of course,’ answered Puddle, but her voice sounded cold.
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After he had gone they stared at each other, then Stephen said: ‘What a
queer revelation. Who would have thought that Brockett could get so
worked up? His moods are kaleidoscopic.’ She was purposely forcing
herself to speak lightly.
But Puddle was angry, bitterly angry. Her pride was wounded to the quick
for Stephen. ‘The man’s a perfect fool!’ she said gruffly. ‘And I didn’t
agree with one word he said. I expect he’s jealous of your work, they
all are. They’re a mean-minded lot, these writing people.’
And looking at her Stephen thought sadly, ‘She’s tired—I’m wearing her
out in my service. A few years ago she’d never have tried to deceive me
like this—she’s losing courage.’ Aloud she said: ‘Don’t be cross with
Brockett, he meant to be friendly, I’m quite sure of that. My work will
buck up—I’ve been feeling slack lately, and it’s told on my writing—I
suppose it was bound to.’ Then the merciful lie, ‘But I’m not a bit
frightened!’
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