Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
One day she had said: ‘Stand still or you’ll hurt it—it’s all round
us—it’s a white smell, it reminds me of you!’ And then she had flushed,
and had glanced up quickly, rather frightened in case she should find
Anna laughing.
But her mother had looked at her curiously, gravely, puzzled by this
creature who seemed all contradictions—at one moment so hard, at
another so gentle, gentle to tenderness, even. Anna had been stirred, as
her child had been stirred, by the breath of the meadowsweet under the
hedges; for in this they were one, the mother and daughter, having each
in her veins the warm Celtic blood that takes note of such things—could
they only have divined it, such simple things might have formed a link
between them.
A great will to loving had suddenly possessed Anna Gordon, there in that
sunlit meadow—had possessed them both as they stood together, bridging
the gulf between maturity and childhood. They had gazed at each other as
though asking for something, as though seeking for something, the one
from the other; then the moment had passed—they had walked on in
silence, no nearer in spirit than before.
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Sometimes Anna would drive Stephen into Great Malvern, to the shops,
with lunch at the Abbey Hotel on cold beef and wholesome rice pudding.
Stephen loathed these excursions, which meant dressing up, but she bore
them because of the honour which she felt to be hers when escorting her
mother through the streets, especially Church Street with its long, busy
hill, because every one saw you in Church Street. Hats would be lifted
with obvious respect, while a humbler finger might fly to a forelock;
women would bow, and a few even curtsy to the lady of Morton—women in
from the country with speckled sunbonnets that looked like their hens,
and kind faces like brown, wrinkled apples. Then Anna must stop to
inquire about calves and babies and foals, indeed all such young
creatures as prosper on farms, and her voice would be gentle because she
loved such young creatures.
Stephen would stand just a little behind her, thinking how gracious and
lovely she was; comparing her slim and elegant shoulders with the
toil-thickened back of old Mrs. Bennett, with the ugly, bent spine of
young Mrs. Thompson who coughed when she spoke and then said: ‘I beg
pardon!’ as though she were conscious that one did not cough in front of
a goddess like Anna.
Presently Anna would look round for Stephen: ‘Oh, there you are,
darling! We must go into Jackson’s and change mother’s books’; or,
‘Nanny wants some more saucers; let’s walk on and get them at
Langley’s.’
Stephen would suddenly spring to attention, especially if they were
crossing the street. She would look right and left for imaginary
traffic, slipping a hand under Anna’s elbow.
‘Come with me,’ she would order, ‘and take care of the puddles, ’cause
you might get your feet wet—hold on by me, Mother!’
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