Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Julie extended a white, groping hand. She was like her sister only very
much thinner, and her face had the closed rather blank expression that
is sometimes associated with blindness.
‘Which is Stévenne?’ she inquired in an anxious voice; ‘I have heard so
much about Stévenne!’
Stephen said: ‘Here I am,’ and she grasped the hand, pitiful of this
woman’s affliction.
But Julie smiled broadly. ‘Yes, I know it is you from the feel,’—she
had started to stroke Stephen’s coat-sleeve—‘my eyes have gone into my
fingers these days. It is strange, but I seem to see through my
fingers.’ Then she turned and found Puddle whom she also stroked. ‘And
now I know both of you,’ declared Julie.
The tea when it came was that straw-coloured liquid which may even now
be met with in Paris.
‘English tea bought especially for you, my Stévenne,’ remarked
Mademoiselle proudly. ‘We drink only coffee, but I said to my sister,
Stévenne likes the good tea, and so, no doubt, does Mademoiselle Puddle.
At four o’clock they will not want coffee—you observe how well I
remember your England!’
However, the cakes proved worthy of France, and Mademoiselle ate them as
though she enjoyed them. Julie ate very little and did not talk much.
She just sat there and listened, quietly smiling; and while she listened
she crocheted lace as though, as she said, she could see through her
fingers. Then Mademoiselle Duphot explained how it was that those
delicate hands had become so skilful, replacing the eyes which their
ceaseless labour had robbed of the blessèd privilege of sight—explained
so simply yet with such conviction, that Stephen must marvel to hear
her.
‘It is all our little Thérèse,’ she told Stephen. ‘You have heard of
her? No? Ah, but what a pity! Our Thérèse was a nun at the Carmel at
Lisieux, and she said: “I will let fall a shower of roses when I die.”
She died not so long ago, but already her Cause has been presented at
Rome by the Very Reverend Father Rodrigo! That is very wonderful, is it
not, Stévenne? But she does not wait to become a saint; ah, but no, she
is young and therefore impatient. She cannot wait, she has started
already to do miracles for all those who ask her. I asked that Julie
should not be unhappy through the loss of her eyes—for when she is idle
she is always unhappy—so our little Thérèse has put a pair of new eyes
in her fingers.’
Julie nodded. ‘It is true,’ she said very gravely; ‘before that I was
stupid because of my blindness. Everything felt very strange, and I
stumbled about like an old blind horse. I was terribly stupid, far more
so than many. Then one night Véronique asked Thérèse to help me, and the
next day I could find my way round our room. From then on my fingers saw
what they touched, and now I can even make lace quite well because of
this sight in my fingers.’ Then turning to the smiling Mademoiselle
Duphot: ‘But why do you not show her picture to Stévenne?’
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