Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Every one had begun to feel the nerve strain, except perhaps Blakeney,
who had done with all feeling. Shorthanded by two, the remaining members
of the Unit must now work like veritable niggers—on one occasion
Stephen and Mary worked for seventy hours with scarcely a respite.
Strained nerves are invariably followed by strained tempers, and sudden,
hot quarrels would break out over nothing. Bless and Howard loathed each
other for two days, then palled up again, because of a grievance that
had recently been evolved against Stephen. For every one knew that
Stephen and Blakeney were by far the best drivers in the Breakspeare
Unit, and as such should be shared by all the members in turn; but poor
Blakeney was nursing a very sore eye, while Stephen still continued to
drive only with Mary. They were splendidly courageous and great-hearted
women, every one of them, glad enough as a rule to help one another to
shoulder burdens, to be tolerant and kind when it came to friendships.
They petted and admired their youngest recruit, and most of them liked
and respected Stephen, all the same they had now grown childishly
jealous, and this jealousy reached the sharp ears of Mrs. Breakspeare.
Mrs. Breakspeare sent for Stephen one morning; she was sitting at a
Louis Quinze writing-table which had somehow survived the wreck of the
château and was now in her gloomy, official dug-out. Her right hand
reposed on an ordnance map, she looked like a very maternal general. The
widow of an officer killed in the war, and the mother of two large sons
and three daughters, she had led the narrow, conventional life that is
common to women in military stations. Yet all the while she must been
filling her subconscious reservoir with knowledge, for she suddenly
blossomed forth as leader with a fine understanding of human nature. So
now she looked over her ample bosom not unkindly, but rather
thoughtfully at Stephen.
‘Sit down, Miss Gordon. It’s about Llewellyn, whom I asked you to take
on as second driver. I think the time has now arrived when she ought to
stand more on her own in the Unit. She must take her chance like every
one else, and not cling quite so close—don’t misunderstand me, I’m most
grateful for all you’ve done for the girl—but of course you are one of
our finest drivers, and fine driving counts for a great deal these days,
it may mean life or death, as you yourself know. And—well—it seems
scarcely fair to the others that Mary should always go out with you. No,
it certainly is not quite fair to the others.’
Stephen said: ‘Do you mean that she’s to go out with every one in
turn—with Thurloe for instance?’ And do what she would to appear
indifferent, she could not quite keep her voice from trembling.
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