Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Mrs. Breakspeare nodded: ‘That’s what I do mean.’ Then she said rather
slowly: ‘These are strenuous times, and such times are apt to breed many
emotions which are purely fictitious, purely mushroom growths that
spring up in a night and have no roots at all, except in our
imaginations. But I’m sure you’ll agree with me, Miss Gordon, in
thinking it our duty to discourage anything in the nature of an
emotional friendship, such as I fancy Mary Llewellyn is on the verge of
feeling for you. It’s quite natural of course, a kind of reaction, but
not wise—no, I cannot think it wise. It savours a little too much of
the schoolroom and might lead to ridicule in the Unit. Your position is
far too important for that; I look upon you as my second in command.’
Stephen said quietly: ‘I quite understand. I’ll go at once and speak to
Blakeney about altering Mary Llewellyn’s time-sheet.’
‘Yes, do, if you will,’ agreed Mrs. Breakspeare; then she stooped and
studied her ordnance map, without looking again at Stephen.
3
If Stephen had been fearful for Mary’s safety before, she was now ten
times more so. The front was in a condition of flux and the Postes de
Secours were continually shifting. An Allied ambulance driver had been
fired on by the Germans, after having arrived at the spot where his
Poste had been only the previous evening. There was very close fighting
on every sector; it seemed truly amazing that no grave casualties had so
far occurred in the Unit. For now the Allies had begun to creep forward,
yard by yard, mile by mile, very slowly but surely; refreshed by a
splendid transfusion of blood from the youthful veins of a great
child-nation.
Of all the anxieties on Mary’s account that now beset Stephen, Thurloe
was the gravest; for Thurloe was one of those irritating drivers who
stake all on their own inadequate judgment. She was brave to a fault,
but inclined to show off when it came to a matter of actual danger. For
long hours Stephen would not know what had happened, and must often
leave the base before Mary had returned, still in doubt regarding her
safety.
Grimly, yet with unfailing courage and devotion, Stephen now went about
her duties. Every day the risks that they all took grew graver, for the
enemy, nearing the verge of defeat, was less than ever a respecter of
persons. Stephen’s only moments of comparative peace would be when she
herself drove Mary. And as though the girl missed some vitalizing force,
some strength that had hitherto been hers to draw on, she flagged, and
Stephen would watch her flagging during their brief spells together off
duty, and would know that nothing but her Celtic pluck kept Mary
Llewellyn from a breakdown. And now, because they were so often parted,
even chance meetings became of importance. They might meet while
preparing their cars in the morning, and if this should happen they
would draw close together for a moment, as though finding comfort in
nearness.
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