Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Then Mary, like many another before her, grew as happy as she had been
downhearted; for the merest trifles are often enough to change the trend
of mercurial emotions such as beset the heart in its youth; and she
looked at Stephen with gratitude in her eyes, and with something far
more fundamental of which she herself was unconscious. And now she began
to talk in her turn. She could type fairly well, was a very good
speller; she would type Stephen’s books, take care of her papers, answer
her letters, look after the house, even beard the lugubrious Pauline in
her kitchen. Next autumn she would write to Holland for bulbs—they must
have lots of bulbs in their city garden, and in summer they ought to
manage some roses—Paris was less cruel to flowers than London. Oh, and
might she have pigeons with wide, white tails? They would go so well
with the old marble fountain.
Stephen listened, nodding from time to time. Yes, of course she could
have her white fan-tailed pigeons, and her bulbs, and her roses, could
have anything she pleased, if only she would get quite well and be
happy.
At this Mary laughed: ‘Oh, Stephen, my dear—don’t you know that I’m
really terribly happy?’
Pierre came in with the evening letters; there was one from Anna and
another from Puddle. There was also a lengthy epistle from Brockett who
was praying, it seemed, for demobilization. Once released, he must go
for a few weeks to England, but after that he was coming to Paris.
He wrote: ‘I’m longing to see you again and Valérie Seymour. By the way,
how goes it? Valérie writes that you never rang her up. It’s a pity
you’re so unsociable, Stephen; unwholesome, I call it, you’ll be bagging
a shell like a hermit crab, or growing hairs on your chin, or a wart on
your nose, or worse still a complex. You might even take to a few nasty
habits towards middle life—better read Ferenczi! Why were you so
beastly to Valérie, I wonder? She is such a darling and she likes you so
much, only the other day she wrote: “When you see Stephen Gordon give
her my love, and tell her that nearly all streets in Paris lead sooner
or later to Valérie Seymour.” You might write her a line, and you might
write to me—already I’m finding your silence suspicious. Are you in
love? I’m just crazy to know, so why deny me that innocent pleasure?
After all, we’re told to rejoice with those who rejoice—may I send my
congratulations? Vague but exciting rumours have reached me. And by the
way, Valérie’s very forgiving, so don’t feel shy about telephoning to
her. She’s one of those highly developed souls who bob up serenely after
a snubbing, as do I, your devoted Brockett.’
Stephen glanced at Mary as she folded the letter: ‘Isn’t it time you
went off to bed?’
‘Don’t send me away.’
‘I must, you’re so tired. Come on, there’s a good child, you look tired
and sleepy.’
‘I’m not a bit sleepy!’
‘All the same it’s high time. . . .’
‘Are you coming?’
‘Not yet, I must answer some letters.’
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