Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
The dinner was served by a beaming Pierre, an excellent dinner, more
than worthy of Pauline; but neither of them managed to eat very
much—they were far too acutely conscious of each other. When the meal
was over they went into the study where, in spite of the abnormal
shortage of fuel, Adèle had managed to build a huge fire which blazed
recklessly half up the chimney. The room smelt slightly of hothouse
flowers, of leather, of old wood and vanished years, and after a while
of cigarette smoke.
Then Stephen forced herself to speak lightly: ‘Come and sit over here by
the fire,’ she said, smiling.
So Mary obeyed, sitting down beside her, and she laid a hand upon
Stephen’s knee; but Stephen appeared not to notice that hand, for she
just let it lie there and went on talking.
‘I’ve been thinking, Mary, hatching all sorts of schemes. I’d like to
get you right away for a bit, the weather seems pretty awful in Paris.
Puddle once told me about Teneriffe, she went there ages ago with a
pupil. She stayed at a place called Orotava; it’s lovely, I believe—do
you think you’d enjoy it? I might manage to hear of a villa with a
garden, and then you could just slack about in the sunshine.’
Mary said, very conscious of the unnoticed hand: ‘Do you really want to
go away, Stephen? Wouldn’t it interfere with your writing?’ Her voice,
Stephen thought, sounded strained and unhappy.
‘Of course I want to go,’ Stephen reassured her, ‘I’ll work all the
better for a holiday. Anyhow, I must see you looking more fit,’ and she
suddenly laid her hand over Mary’s.
The strange sympathy which sometimes exists between two human bodies, so
that a touch will stir many secret and perilous emotions, closed down on
them both at that moment of contact, and they sat unnaturally still by
the fire, feeling that in their stillness lay safety. But presently
Stephen went on talking, and now she talked of purely practical matters.
Mary must go for a fortnight to her cousins, she had better go almost at
once, and remain there while Stephen herself went to Morton. Eventually
they would meet in London and from there motor straight away to
Southampton, for Stephen would have taken their passages and if possible
found a furnished villa, before she went down to Morton. She talked on
and on, and as she did so her fingers tightened and relaxed abruptly on
the hand that she had continued to hold, so that Mary imprisoned those
nervous fingers in her own, and Stephen made no resistance.
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