Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Ramon shook his head: ‘Yours to see, yours to touch, but not yours to
take, only mine to take—I sell them as part of my little payment. But
to you I sell very cheap, Señorita, because you resemble the santa noche
that makes our gardens smell sweet at night. I will show you our
beautiful santa noche.’ He was thin as a lath and as brown as a
chestnut, and his shirt was quite incredibly dirty; but when he walked
he moved like a king on his rough bare feet with their broken toe-nails.
‘This evening I make you a present of my flowers; I bring you a very big
bunch of tabachero,’ he remarked.
‘Oh, you mustn’t do that,’ protested Mary, getting out her purse.
But Ramon looked offended: ‘I have said it. I give you the tabachero.’
3
Their dinner consisted of a local fish fried in oil—the fish had a very
strange figure, and the oil, Stephen thought, tasted slightly rancid;
there was also a small though muscular chicken. But Concha had provided
large baskets of fruit; loquats still warm from the tree that bred them,
the full flavoured little indigenous bananas, oranges sweet as though
dripping honey, custard apples and guavas had Concha provided, together
with a bottle of the soft yellow wine so dearly beloved of the island
Spaniards.
Outside in the garden there was luminous darkness. The night had a
quality of glory about it, the blue glory peculiar to Africa and seen
seldom or never in our more placid climate. A warm breeze stirred the
eucalyptus trees and their crude, harsh smell was persistently mingled
with the thick scents of heliotrope and datura, with the sweet but
melancholy scent of jasmine, with the faint, unmistakable odour of
cypress.
Stephen lit a cigarette: ‘Shall we go out, Mary?’
They stood for a minute looking up at the stars, so much larger and
brighter than stars seen in England. From a pond on the farther side of
the villa, came the queer, hoarse chirping of innumerable frogs singing
their prehistoric love songs. A star fell, shooting swiftly earthward
through the darkness.
Then the sweetness that was Mary seemed to stir and mingle with the very
urgent sweetness of that garden; with the dim, blue glory of the African
night, and with all the stars in their endless courses, so that Stephen
could have wept aloud as she stood there, because of the words that must
not be spoken. For now that this girl was returning to health, her youth
was becoming even more apparent, and something in the quality of Mary’s
youth, something terrible and ruthless as an unsheathed sword, would
leap out at such moments and stand between them.
Mary slipped a small, cool hand into Stephen’s, and they walked on
towards the edge of the headland. For a long time they gazed out over
the sea, while their thoughts were always of one another. But Mary’s
thoughts were not very coherent, and because she was filled with a vague
discontent, she sighed and moved even nearer to Stephen, who suddenly
put an arm round her shoulder.
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