Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
The days were too short, as were now the nights—those spring nights of
soft heat and incredible moonlight. And because they both felt that
something was passing, they would turn their minds to thoughts of the
future. The future was drawing very near to the present; in less than
three weeks they must start for Paris.
Mary would suddenly cling to Stephen: ‘Say that you’ll never leave me,
belovèd!’
‘How could I leave you and go on living?’
Thus their talk of the future would often drift into talk of love, that
is always timeless. On their lips, as in their hearts, would be words
such as countless other lovers had spoken, for love is the sweetest
monotony that was ever conceived of by the Creator.
‘Promise you’ll never stop loving me, Stephen.’
‘Never. You know that I couldn’t Mary.’
Even to themselves their vows would sound foolish, because so inadequate
to compass their meaning. Language is surely too small a vessel to
contain those emotions of mind and body that have somehow awakened a
response in the spirit.
And now when they climbed the long hill to the town of old Orotava on
their way to the mountains, they would pause to examine certain flowers
minutely, or to stare down the narrow, shadowy bystreets. And when they
had reached the cool upland places, and their mules were loosed and
placidly grazing, they would sit hand in hand looking out at the Peak,
trying to impress such pictures on their minds, because all things pass
and they wished to remember. The goat-bells would break the lovely
stillness, together with the greater stillness of their dreaming. But
the sound of the bells would be lovely also, a part of their dreaming, a
part of the stillness; for all things would seem to be welded together,
to be one, even as they two were now one.
They no longer felt desolate, hungry outcasts; unloved and unwanted,
despised of the world. They were lovers who walked in the vineyard of
life, plucking the warm, sweet fruits of that vineyard. Love had lifted
them up as on wings of fire, had made them courageous, invincible,
enduring. Nothing could be lacking to those who loved—the very earth
gave of her fullest bounty. The earth seemed to come alive in response
to the touch of their healthful and eager bodies—nothing could be
lacking to those who loved.
And thus in a cloud of illusion and glory, sped the last enchanted days
at Orotava.
BOOK FIVE
CHAPTER 40
1
Early in April Stephen and Mary returned to the house in Paris. This
second home-coming seemed wonderfully sweet by reason of its peaceful
and happy completeness, so that they turned to smile at each other as
they passed through the door, and Stephen said very softly:
‘Welcome home, Mary.’
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