Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
And now for the first time the old house was home. Mary went quickly
from room to room humming a little tune as she did so, feeling that she
saw with a new understanding the inanimate objects which filled those
rooms—were they not Stephen’s? Every now and again she must pause to
touch them because they were Stephen’s. Then she turned and went into
Stephen’s bedroom; not timidly, dreading to be unwelcome, but quite
without fear or restraint or shyness, and this gave her a warm little
glow of pleasure.
Stephen was busily grooming her hair with a couple of brushes that had
been dipped in water. The water had darkened her hair in patches, but
had deepened the wide wave above her forehead. Seeing Mary in the glass
she did not turn round, but just smiled for a moment at their two
reflections. Mary sat down in an arm-chair and watched her, noticing the
strong, thin line of her thighs; noticing too the curve of her
breasts—slight and compact, of a certain beauty. She had taken off her
jacket and looked very tall in her soft silk shirt and her skirt of dark
serge.
‘Tired?’ she inquired, glancing down at the girl.
‘No, not a bit tired,’ smiled Mary.
Stephen walked over to the stationary basin and proceeded to wash her
hands under the tap, spotting her white silk cuffs in the process. Going
to the cupboard she got out a clean shirt, slipped in a pair of simple
gold cuff-links, and changed; after which she put on a new necktie.
Mary said: ‘Who’s been looking after your clothes—sewing on buttons and
that sort of thing?’
‘I don’t know exactly—Puddle or Adèle. Why?’
‘Because I’m going to do it in future. You’ll find that I’ve got one
very real talent, and that’s darning. When I darn the place looks like a
basket, criss-cross. And I know how to pick up a ladder as well as the
Invisible Mending people! It’s very important that the darns should be
smooth, otherwise when you fence they might give you a blister.’
Stephen’s lips twitched a little, but she said quite gravely: ‘Thanks
awfully, darling, we’ll go over my stockings.’
From the dressing-room next door came a series of thuds; Pierre was
depositing Stephen’s luggage. Getting up, Mary opened the wardrobe,
revealing a long, neat line of suits hanging from heavy mahogany
shoulders—she examined each suit in turn with great interest. Presently
she made her way to the cupboard in the wall; it was fitted with sliding
shelves, and these she pulled out one by one with precaution. On the
shelves there were orderly piles of shirts, crêpe de Chine
pyjamas—quite a goodly assortment, and the heavy silk masculine
underwear that for several years now had been worn by Stephen. Finally
she discovered the stockings where they lay by themselves in the one
long drawer, and these she proceeded to unfurl deftly, with a quick and
slightly important movement. Thrusting a fist into toes and heels she
looked for the holes that were nonexistent.
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