Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Shaken and very greatly humbled, Mary had let Stephen go from her to
Morton. She had not been deceived by Stephen’s glib words, and had now
no illusions regarding Anna Gordon. Lady Anna, suspecting the truth
about them, had not wished to meet her. It was all quite clear, cruelly
clear if it came to that matter—but these thoughts she had mercifully
hidden from Stephen.
She had seen Stephen off at the station with a smile: ‘I’ll write every
day. Do put on your coat, darling; you don’t want to arrive at Morton
with a chill. And mind you wire when you get to Dover.’
Yet now as she sat in the empty study, she must bury her face and cry a
little because she was here and Stephen in England . . . and then of
course, this was their first real parting.
David sat watching with luminous eyes in which were reflected her secret
troubles; then he got up and planted a paw on the book, for he thought
it high time to have done with this reading. He lacked the language that
Raftery had known—the language of many small sounds and small
movements—a clumsy and inarticulate fellow he was, but unrestrainedly
loving. He nearly broke his own heart between love and the deep
gratitude which he felt for Mary. At the moment he wanted to lay back
his ears and howl with despair to see her unhappy. He wanted to make an
enormous noise, the kind of noise wild folk make in the jungle—lions
and tigers and other wild folk that David had heard about from his
mother—his mother had been in Africa once a long time ago, with an old
French colonel. But instead he abruptly licked Mary’s cheek—it tasted
peculiar, he thought, like sea water.
‘Do you want a walk, David?’ she asked him gently.
And as well as he could, David nodded his head by wagging his tail which
was shaped like a sickle. Then he capered, thumping the ground with his
paws; after which he barked twice in an effort to amuse her, for such
things had seemed funny to her in the past, although now she appeared
not to notice his capers. However, she had put on her hat and coat; so,
still barking, he followed her through the courtyard.
They wandered along the Quai Voltaire, Mary pausing to look at the misty
river.
‘Shall I dive in and bring you a rat?’ inquired David by lunging wildly
backwards and forwards.
She shook her head. ‘Do stop, David; be good!’ Then she sighed again and
stared at the river; so David stared too, but he stared at Mary.
Quite suddenly Paris had lost its charm for her. After all, what was it?
Just a big, foreign city—a city that belonged to a stranger people who
cared nothing for Stephen and nothing for Mary. They were exiles. She
turned the word over in her mind—exiles; it sounded unwanted, lonely.
But why had Stephen become an exile? Why had she exiled herself from
Morton? Strange that she, Mary, had never asked her—had never wanted to
until this moment.
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