Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
On Christmas Eve Brockett arrived, bringing flowers. Mary had gone for a
walk with David, so Stephen must leave her desk with a sigh. ‘Come in,
Brockett. I say! What wonderful lilac!’
He sat down, lighting a cigarette. ‘Yes, isn’t it fine? I brought it for
Mary. How is she?’
Stephen hesitated a moment. ‘Not awfully well . . . I’ve been worried
about her.’
Brockett frowned, and stared thoughtfully into the fire. There was
something that he wanted to say to Stephen, a warning that he was
longing to give, but he did not feel certain how she would take it—no
wonder that wretched girl was not fit, forced to lead such a deadly dull
existence! If Stephen would let him he wanted to advise, to admonish, to
be brutally frank if need be. He had once been brutally frank about her
work, but that had been a less delicate matter.
He began to fidget with his soft, white hands, drumming on the arms of
the chair with his fingers. ‘Stephen, I’ve been meaning to speak about
Mary. She struck me as looking thoroughly depressed the last time I saw
her—when was it? Monday. Yes, she struck me as looking thoroughly
depressed.’
‘Oh, but surely you were wrong . . .’ interrupted Stephen.
‘No, I’m perfectly sure I was right,’ he insisted. Then he said: ‘I’m
going to take a big risk—I’m going to take the risk of losing your
friendship.’
His voice was so genuinely regretful, that Stephen must ask him:
‘Well—what is it, Brockett?’
‘You, my dear. You’re not playing fair with that girl; the life she’s
leading would depress a mother abbess. It’s enough to give anybody the
hump, and it’s going to give Mary neurasthenia!’
‘What on earth do you mean?’
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