Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Once started they seemed unable to stop; carried away they were by their
music, drunk with that desperate hope of the hopeless—far drunker than
Henry would get on neat whisky. They went from one spiritual into
another, while their listeners sat motionless, scarcely breathing. While
Jamie’s eyes ached from unshed tears quite as much as from her
unsuitable glasses; while Adolphe Blanc, the gentle, the learned,
grasped his knees and pondered many things deeply; while Pat remembered
her Arabella and found but small consolation in beetles; while Brockett
thought of certain brave deeds that he, even he had done out in
Mespot—deeds that were not recorded in dispatches, unless in those of
the recording angel; while Wanda evolved an enormous canvas depicting
the wrongs of all mankind; while Stephen suddenly found Mary’s hand and
held it in hers with a painful pressure; while Barbara’s tired and
childish brown eyes turned to rest rather anxiously on her Jamie. Not
one of them all but was stirred to the depths by that queer, half
defiant, half supplicating music.
And now there rang out a kind of challenge; imperious, loud, almost
terrifying. They sang it together, those two black brethren, and their
voices suggested a multitude shouting. They seemed to be shouting a
challenge to the world on behalf of themselves and of all the afflicted:
‘Didn’t my Lord deliver Daniel,
Daniel, Daniel!
Didn’t my Lord deliver Daniel,
Then why not every man?’
The eternal question, as yet unanswered for those who sat there
spellbound and listened. . . . ‘Didn’t my Lord deliver Daniel, then why
not every man?’
Why not? . . . Yes, but how long, O Lord, how long?
Lincoln got up from the piano abruptly, and he made a small bow which
seemed strangely foolish, murmuring some stilted words of thanks on
behalf of himself and his brother Henry: ‘We are greatly obliged to you
for your patience; we trust that we have satisfied you;’ he murmured.
It was over. They were just two men with black skins and foreheads
beaded with perspiration. Henry sidled away to the whisky, while Lincoln
rubbed his pinkish palms on an elegant white silk handkerchief. Every
one started to talk at once, to light cigarettes, to move about the
studio.
Jamie said: ‘Come on, people, it’s time for supper,’ and she swallowed a
small glass of crème-de-menthe; but Wanda poured herself out some more
brandy.
Quite suddenly they had all become merry, laughing at nothing, teasing
each other; even Valérie unbent more than was her wont and did not look
bored when Brockett chaffed her. The air grew heavy and stinging with
smoke; the stove went out, but they scarcely noticed.
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