Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Stephen made her way to the empty schoolroom, empty of all save a
general confusion; the confusion that stalks in some people’s trail—it
had always stalked Mademoiselle Duphot. On the chairs, which stood
crooked, lay odds and ends meaning nothing—crumpled paper, a broken
shoehorn, a well-worn brown glove that had lost its fellow and likewise
two of its buttons. On the table lay a much abused pink blotting pad,
from which Stephen had torn off the corners, unchidden—it was crossed
and re-crossed with elegant French script until its scarred face had
turned purple. And there stood the bottle of purple ink, half-empty, and
green round its neck with dribbles; and a pen with a nib as sharp as a
pin point, a thin, peevish nib that jabbed at the paper. Chock-a-block
with the bottle of purple ink lay a little piety card of St. Joseph that
had evidently slipped out of Mademoiselle’s missal—St. Joseph looked
very respectable and kind, like the fishmonger in Great Malvern. Stephen
picked up the card and stared at St. Joseph; something was written
across his corner; looking closer she read the minute handwriting:
‘Priez pour ma petite Stévenne.’
She put the card away in her desk; the ink and the blotter she hid in
the cupboard together with the peevish steel nib that jabbed paper, and
that richly deserved cremation. Then she straightened the chairs and
threw away the litter, after which she went in search of a duster; one
by one she dusted the few remaining volumes in the bookcase, including
the Bibliothèque Rose. She arranged her dictation notebooks in a pile
with others that were far less accurately written—books of sums, mostly
careless and marked with a cross; books of English history, in one of
which Stephen had begun to write the history of the horse! Books of
geography with Mademoiselle’s comments in strong purple ink: ‘Grand
manque d’attention.’ And lastly she collected the torn lesson books that
had lain on their backs, on their sides, on their bellies—anyhow,
anywhere in drawers or in cupboards, but not very often in the bookcase.
For the bookcase was harbouring quite other things, a motley and most
unstudious collection; dumb-bells, wooden and iron, of varying
sizes—some Indian clubs, one split off at the handle—cotton laces, for
gym shoes, the belt of a tunic. And then stable keepsakes, including a
headband that Raftery had worn on some special occasion; a miniature
horseshoe kicked sky-high by Collins; a half-eaten carrot, now withered
and mouldy, and two hunting crops that had both lost their lashes and
were waiting to visit the saddler.
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