Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
An insignificant creature this Puddle, yet at moments unmistakably
self-assertive. Always willing to help in domestic affairs, such as
balancing Anna’s chaotic account books, or making out library lists for
Jackson’s, she was nevertheless very guardful of her rights, very quick
to assert and maintain her position. Puddle knew what she wanted and saw
that she got it, both in and out of the schoolroom. Yet every one liked
her; she took what she gave and she gave what she took, yes, but
sometimes she gave just a little bit more—and that little bit more is
the whole art of teaching, the whole art of living, in fact, and Miss
Puddleton knew it. Thus gradually, oh, very gradually at first, she wore
down her pupil’s unconscious resistance. With small, dexterous fingers
she caught Stephen’s brain, and she stroked it and modelled it after her
own fashion. She talked to that brain and showed it new pictures; she
gave it new thoughts, new hopes and ambitions; she made it feel certain
and proud of achievement. Nor did she belittle Stephen’s muscles in the
process, never once did Puddle make game of the athlete, never once did
she show by so much as the twitch of an eyelid that she had her own
thoughts about her pupil. She appeared to take Stephen as a matter of
course, nothing surprised or even amused her it seemed, and Stephen grew
quite at ease with her.
‘I can always be comfortable with you, Puddle,’ Stephen would say in a
tone of satisfaction, ‘you’re like a nice chair; though you are so tiny
yet one’s got room to stretch, I don’t know how you do it.’
Then Puddle would smile, and that smile would warm Stephen while it
mocked her a little; but it also mocked Puddle—they would share that
warm smile with its fun and its kindness, so that neither of them could
feel hurt or embarrassed. And their friendship took root, growing strong
and verdant, and it flourished like a green bay-tree in the schoolroom.
Came the time when Stephen began to realize that Puddle had genius—the
genius of teaching; the genius of compelling her pupil to share in her
own enthusiastic love of the Classics.
‘Oh, Stephen, if only you could read this in Greek!’ she would say, and
her voice would sound full of excitement; ‘the beauty, the splendid
dignity of it—it’s like the sea, Stephen, rather terrible but splendid;
that’s the language, it’s far more virile than Latin.’ And Stephen would
catch that sudden excitement, and determine to work even harder at
Greek.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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