Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
She had always said: ‘Good morning, Miss Stephen,’ but on this occasion
it sounded alluring—so alluring that Stephen wanted to touch her, and
extending a rather uncertain hand she started to stroke her sleeve.
Collins picked up the hand and stared at it. ‘Oh, my!’ she exclaimed,
‘what very dirty nails!’ Whereupon their owner flushed painfully crimson
and dashed upstairs to repair them.
‘Put them scissors down this minute, Miss Stephen!’ came the nurse’s
peremptory voice, while her charge was still busily engaged on her
toilet.
But Stephen said firmly: ‘I’m cleaning my nails ’cause Collins doesn’t
like them—she says they’re dirty!’
‘What impudence!’ snapped the nurse, thoroughly annoyed. ‘I’ll thank her
to mind her own business!’
Having finally secured the large cutting-out scissors, Mrs. Bingham went
forth in search of the offender; she was not one to tolerate any
interference with the dignity of her status. She found Collins still on
the top flight of stairs, and forthwith she started to upbraid her:
‘putting her back in her place,’ the nurse called it; and she did it so
thoroughly that in less than five minutes the ‘second-of-three’ had been
told of every fault that was likely to preclude promotion.
Stephen stood still in the nursery doorway. She could feel her heart
thumping against her side, thumping with anger and pity for Collins who
was answering never a word. There she knelt mute, with her brush
suspended, with her mouth slightly open and her eyes rather scared; and
when at long last she did manage to speak, her voice sounded humble and
frightened. She was timid by nature, and the nurse’s sharp tongue was a
byword throughout the household.
Collins was saying: ‘Interfere with your child? Oh, no, Mrs. Bingham,
never! I hope I knows my place better than that—Miss Stephen herself
showed me them dirty nails; she said: “Collins, just look, aren’t my
nails awful dirty!” And I said: “You must ask Nanny about that, Miss
Stephen.” Is it likely that I’d interfere with your work? I’m not that
sort, Mrs. Bingham.’
Oh, Collins, Collins, with those pretty blue eyes and that funny
alluring smile! Stephen’s own eyes grew wide with amazement, then they
clouded with sudden and disillusioned tears, for far worse than Collins’
poorness of spirit was the dreadful injustice of those lies—yet this
very injustice seemed to draw her to Collins, since despising, she could
still love her.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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