Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
The lakes were guarded by massive old beech trees, and the beech trees
stood ankle-deep in their foliage; a lovely and luminous carpet of
leaves they had spread on the homely brown earth of Morton. Each spring
came new little shuttles of greenness that in time added warp and woof
to the carpet, so that year by year it grew softer and deeper, and year
by year it glowed more resplendent. Stephen had loved this spot from her
childhood, and now she instinctively went to it for comfort, but its
beauty only added to her melancholy, for beauty can wound like a
two-edged sword. She could not respond to its stillness of spirit, since
she could not lull her own spirit to stillness.
She thought: ‘I shall never be one with great peace any more, I shall
always stand outside this stillness—wherever there is absolute
stillness and peace in this world, I shall always stand just outside
it.’ And as though these thoughts were in some way prophetic, she
inwardly shivered a little.
Then what must the swan do but start to hiss loudly, just to show her
that he was really a father: ‘Peter,’ she reproached him, ‘I won’t hurt
your babies—can’t you trust me? I fed you the whole of last winter!’
But apparently Peter could not trust her at all, for he squawked to his
mate who came out through the bushes, and she hissed in her turn,
flapping strong angry wings, which meant in mere language: ‘Get out of
this, Stephen, you clumsy, inadequate, ludicrous creature; you destroyer
of nests, you disturber of young, you great wingless blot on a beautiful
morning!’ Then they both hissed together: ‘Get out of this, Stephen!’ So
Stephen left them to the care of their cygnets.
Remembering Raftery, she walked to the stables, where all was confusion
and purposeful bustle. Old Williams was ruthlessly out on the warpath;
he was scolding: ‘Drat the boy, what be ’e a-doin’? Come on, do! ’Urry
up, get them two horses bridled, and don’t go forgettin’ their knee-caps
this mornin’—and that bucket there don’t belong where it’s standin’,
nor that broom! Did Jim take the roan to the blacksmith’s? Gawd
almighty, why not? ’Er shoes is like paper! ’Ere, you Jim, don’t you go
on ignorin’ my orders, if you do—Come on, boy, got them two horses
ready? Right, well then, up you go! You don’t want no saddle, like as
not you’d give ’im a gall if you ’ad one!’
The sleek, good-looking hunters were led out in clothing—for the early
spring mornings were still rather nippy—and among them came Raftery,
slender and skittish; he was wearing his hood, and his eyes peered out
bright as a falcon’s from the two neatly braided eye-holes. From a
couple more holes in the top of his head-dress, shot his small, pointed
ears, which now worked with excitement.
‘’Old on!’ bellowed Williams, ‘What the ’ell be you doin’? Quick,
shorten ’is bridle, yer not in a circus!’ And then seeing Stephen: ‘Beg
pardon, Miss Stephen, but it be a fair crime not to lead that horse
close, and ’im all corned up until ’e’s fair dancin’!’
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