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They stood watching Raftery skip through the gates, then old Williams
said softly: ‘’E do be a wonder—more nor fifty odd years ’ave I worked
in the stables, and never no beast ’ave I loved like Raftery. But ’e’s
no common horse, ’e be some sort of Christian, and a better one too than
a good few I knows on—’
And Stephen answered: ‘Perhaps he’s a poet like his namesake; I think if
he could write he’d write verses. They say all the Irish are poets at
heart, so perhaps they pass on the gift to their horses.’
Then the two of them smiled, each a little embarrassed, but their eyes
held great friendship the one for the other, a friendship of years now
cemented by Raftery whom they loved—and small wonder, for assuredly
never did more gallant or courteous horse step out of stable.
‘Oh, well,’ sighed Williams, ‘I be gettin’ that old—and Raftery, ’e do
be comin’ eleven, but ’e don’t feel it yet in ’is limbs the way I
does—me rheumatics ’as troubled me awful this winter.’
She stayed on a little while, comforting Williams, then made her way
back to the house, very slowly. ‘Poor Williams,’ she thought, ‘he is
getting old, but thank the Lord nothing’s the matter with Raftery.’
The house lay full in a great slant of sunshine; it looked as though it
was sunning its shoulders. Glancing up, she came eye to eye with the
house, and she fancied that Morton was thinking about her, for its
windows seemed to be beckoning, inviting: ‘Come home, come home, come
inside quickly, Stephen!’ And as though they had spoken, she answered:
‘I’m coming,’ and she quickened her lagging steps to a run, in response
to this most compassionate kindness. Yes, she actually ran through the
heavy white doorway under the semi-circular fanlight, and on up the
staircase that led from the hall in which hung the funny old portraits
of Gordons—men long dead and gone but still wonderfully living, since
their thoughts had fashioned the comeliness of Morton; since their loves
had made children from father to son—from father to son until the
advent of Stephen.
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That evening she went to her father’s study, and when he looked up she
thought she was expected.
She said: ‘I want to talk to you, Father.’
And he answered: ‘I know—sit close to me, Stephen.’
He shaded his face with his long, thin hand, so that she could not see
his expression, yet it seemed to her that he knew quite well why she had
come to him in that study. Then she told him about Martin, told him all
that had happened, omitting no detail, sparing him nothing. She openly
mourned the friend who had failed her, and herself she mourned for
failing the lover—and Sir Philip listened in absolute silence.
After she had spoken for quite a long time, she at length found the
courage to ask her question: ‘Is there anything strange about me,
Father, that I should have felt as I did about Martin?’
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