The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 2 of 3Fothergill, Jessie
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The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
And now, how to behave towards Nita? Of course he must not deceive her:
he must try to enlighten her on the subject of his engagement; it was
only fair. But not to-night: she was too shaken and unstrung to-night
to bear more excitement—he tacitly assumed that the revelation would
cause excitement to her—to-night he must be gentle and quiet, and let
her rest. So he argued within himself, the truth being that to Jerome
Wellfield it was very much easier and infinitely pleasanter to be on
good than on evil terms with a woman—with all women not absolutely
hideous, and that it was the most natural thing in the world for him
to treat any young woman, especially if she happened to be the only
one there, as if she were the object of his most special care and
attention. Then too, he felt himself welcome at the Abbey, and the
sense of this, and the luxury of the sympathy and commiseration, the
admiration and the pity which Nita with every look, every gesture,
every tone of her voice, offered to him, lulled him into a sensuous
inactivity—the kind of inactivity to which his nature was always
perilously prone. The pain of planning, and considering, and of conning
over adverse circumstances, was great. The pleasure of half-dreamy talk
with a woman whom some inner emotion made beautiful for the nonce,
and who he felt wore that passing loveliness because he had called it
there, and the pleasure of being worshipped, silently yet subtly, was
also great, and very much easier to him than the other alternative.
To-morrow, he thought, he would tell her about Sara; to-night he would
tell her about herself.
He went into the drawing-room, and found the group which has already
been described. Nita’s little whispered dispute with John was over,
and she lay still. The window was open, and Jerome had entered by it.
The evening was warm, and at the Abbey in summer they never drew the
curtains; and from where Nita lay, they could see the trees outside
shimmering in the ghostly moonlight, and the hoary grey walls of
the cloisters beside the river, and nearer, all the stiff quaint
flower-beds, and clipped yews, and oddly-shaped shrubs and plants.
Mr. Bolton, at the other end of the room, had a table and a little
oasis of lamplight all to himself, and was absorbed in a book of
travels. Nita was wont to say that her father was not happy unless he
daily made an excursion to Burnham _in propria personâ_; a descent
into Avernus with the assistance of Dante the immortal, and an
expedition in the evening into some unheard-of corner of the earth with
some traveller, whose tales she averred could not be too wonderful to
be credible; in fact, the more improbable, the better.
Except Mr. Bolton’s reading-lamp, there was no light in the room save
moonlight; and the space was so great that the lamplight was lost in
the other rays.
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