The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 2 of 3Fothergill, Jessie
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The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Intentions have less than nothing to do with such a matter. When you
fall in love with some one, and he asks you to marry him, you will do
so of course, since you are neither a nun, nor a lunatic, nor in any
way a perverse or ill-conditioned person,’ he answered tranquilly,
while Nita looked at him in startled amazement, her heart beating
with the same strange sense of a thrilling new emotion as she had
this morning experienced. In all their nineteen years of brother and
sisterhood, John had never dared—was ‘dared’ the word to use? No—it had
never occurred to John to speak to her in such a manner as did this
man whom she had first met yesterday. Yet she did not feel resentment
towards him, though she tried to think she did, and answered as if she
did.
‘How can you speak to me in that manner? As if I had no strength of
will—as if I were an idiot.’
‘Not at all; but as if you were, what you are—a woman, and a good one,’
he replied. Then, before she could answer, he went on: ‘But I think you
want to shirk my question, Miss Bolton. You are afraid to look your
position fairly in the face.’
‘I don’t see it.’
‘You have not told me what you would do in case the man you married
refused, or was unable to see, John Leyburn in the pure white light of
brotherhood.’
‘I don’t see the use of discussing such wildly improbable
contingencies. But’—she suddenly burst into a laugh—‘if the worst came
to the worst, I should have to sink John to the rank of a friend and
cousin. He would have to—well, he would have to manage as well as he
could. But you are very unkind to shatter my little day-dream in that
way—so wantonly, too! You are the first person who ever cared to shake
me out of my pleasant delusion. I have always looked upon John as a
brother.’
‘Very pleasant for him, as I think I observed before.’
‘Why only for him, pray? I owe far more to him than he owes to me.
He has made me better and wiser than I ever should have been without
him; not that I am much to boast of in the matter either of wisdom or
goodness; but most of what little I have I owe to John. And then, he is
almost my only friend.’
‘Perhaps that is a matter in which I may find cause for rejoicing?’
‘_You!_’ echoed Nita, turning suddenly to him, and finding his sombre
eyes fixed upon her face. She turned her own quickly away again. ‘I
don’t understand,’ she said, a little confusedly.
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