The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 3 of 3Fothergill, Jessie
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The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Miss Ford, may I come in? There is something I want to say to you.’
‘Oh yes! Come in and say what you like!’ she replied; and now that
she had found speech again, the impulse to reveal her agony was
uncontrollable–or, rather, the power of concealing it, of speaking of
other things, had disappeared. ‘Say what you like,’ she repeated. ‘If
you had come to say you had brought something to kill me with, I would
thank you on my knees.’
‘Yes, I know you would, but I have not brought that,’ he answered, as
the door swung open from within, and they entered.
Ellen started up on seeing them.
‘Oh, sir, I am glad you have brought Miss Ford home!’ she exclaimed.
‘Leave us, Ellen,’ said her mistress. ‘Herr Falkenberg wishes to speak
with me.’
Ellen left the room. Sara looked at her guest. He, too, was pale,
and his eyes full of a deep and serious purpose. His heart, too, was
aching, with a pain almost as intolerable as that of her own.
He read the whole story; that which caused his pain was his own
powerlessness to help her. He knew her better than she knew herself.
He knew that it was not grief which gave the keenest sting to her
present agony, but her outraged pride–the blow which had been dealt
to her honour and her self-respect. It was upon that feeling that he
calculated now, in what he was about to do. It was upon that, that he
staked his whole hopes, as he threw. He had told her once that she
might, some day, do something which conventional people would call
outrageous. He was bent now upon persuading her to such a deed, and he
trusted chiefly to that infuriated pride to help him.
‘Well?’ she said, with a harsh laugh, ‘have you come to talk about my
missing ring, Herr Falkenberg? Do you want to know where it is, and who
has it now? I can inform you that it has gone back to the man who gave
it me–because–because he has sent me word that I am free. He thinks
of marrying some one else.’
There was a discordant, grating sound in her voice, and she laughed
again. The laugh encouraged Rudolf in his purpose.
‘I guessed it was something like that,’ he said, ‘when I saw that it
was gone. The man could neither appreciate nor understand you. I have
felt it for a long time.’
‘Is that to console me?’ she asked sarcastically.
‘It should console you, in time. Women of such stuff as you are made
of cannot grieve for ever for a coxcomb. If they do, they degrade
themselves to his level.’
He saw the scarlet colour that rushed over her face and throat, and
the strangely mingled glance she threw towards him. He had not
miscalculated.
‘You did not know him. You have no right to call him a coxcomb,’ she
said. ‘You slight me by—’
‘By supposing you capable of making a mistake? There you are wrong.
The only thing that can be infallibly predicted by one human being of
another, is that during his life he will make a great many mistakes. I
should slight you if I supposed you capable for a moment of breaking
your heart for Jerome Wellfield.’
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