Black Hills (S.D. and Wyo.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Frontier and pioneer life -- United States -- Fiction
"And remember this, Mr. Jack Graham!" she cried, her repressed anger
suddenly blazing out; "I may be young, and I may not know much of the
world, but I know enough to take care of myself without any of your
help."
She picked her way across the stepping-stones and disappeared, without
once looking back.
XXVI
AND HAS TO GO TO WORK
From that moment Graham ceased to be an integral factor in the girl's
history. His only hold on her imagination had been his moral
superiority, and it was now gone. She treated him thenceforth as an
admirer whose sincerity deserves the consideration which his insistence
makes difficult to give ungrudgingly. He was not discouraged or
frowned on. He was forgiven promptly as a child is forgiven. But he
was kept always scrupulously to his place. The girl now held the whip
hand. After a little, when he became too insistent, she cut him
cruelly in punishment and only deigned to smile on him again when, to
sue forgiveness, he had quite abandoned his attitude of fault-finding.
As for him, the girl's actions soon became hateful. He saw them all
wrong, yet he felt his powerlessness to alter them in even the
slightest degree. This aroused so powerful but so impotent a rage that
shortly he came to react irritably against everything Molly did whether
right or wrong. He instinctively arraigned himself in the opposition.
He did not want to do this, and his common sense accused him strongly
of unreasonableness, but he could not help it. It was greater than he.
No matter what the plan, discussion or even conversation, his morbidly
sensitive consciousness of the girl's error impelled him to object.
"Let's go over to Rockerville to-day," she would suggest.
"The horses aren't here."
"But it's no great matter to get them. Let's send the Kid."
"I don't know where the Kid is."
"Well, Frosty then."
"Frosty's busy."
"It wouldn't hurt you any to get them yourself."
"One of the saddles is broken."
"You know very well it's only a cinch ring. It can be fixed in five
minutes."
"We'll---- Don't you think it is going to be pretty hot?"
"No, I don't; and if I can stand it, I should think you could."
"And----"
"Heavens and earth! It's harder than climbing trees to get you to do
anything. Never mind! _I_ don't want to go to Rockerville or anywhere
else if it's all that trouble!"
And then Graham would wonder at his stubborn fit. Why shouldn't they
have gone to Rockerville? In five minutes he could have got the
horses, fixed the saddle. And the day was beautiful. What real reason
did he have? He did not know; only he felt an irresistible impulse to
object. This was because he loved her, disapproved of her, and was
quite powerless over her.
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