Black Hills (S.D. and Wyo.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Frontier and pioneer life -- United States -- Fiction
When he was not merely contrary, he was urging strong advice on an
unwilling recipient. It was offered in either the pleading or the
blustering spirit. If in the former, Molly merely teased him. If in
the latter, she became very angry. It was always on the same subject.
The girl was wearied with it.
And yet, if it were any consolation, Jack Graham could have comforted
himself with the truth that, next to Cheyenne Harry, he claimed a
greater share of her thoughts than any other in camp. His offices were
ungrateful, but they had a certain sincerity which prevented their
being ignored; and, not forgotten, their acid-like drop of truth ate
into that conscience of which she did not yet realize the existence.
Her horizon was becoming banked with thunderclouds, looming huge and
black and heavy with portent. Graham, as an ideal, had stood for a
higher existence. Now, however shrunken his image appeared, the ideal
itself remained as something tangible in her collection of moral
standards. She acknowledged to herself fiercely that she had fallen
from it. She told herself that she did not care.
She was dreadfully alone. Lafond was always kind to her, but she never
felt that she knew him. Graham, in spite of his frequent presence, was
in reality quite estranged. The Kid and Peter and Kelly and Houston
and even old Bill Martin had fallen away from her somehow. She did not
know that the reason the older men were less intimate was because she
was supposed to be Cheyenne Harry's mistress, and the rule of such
cases is "hands off!" And then there was always the stifling formless
weight at her heart which she did not understand. She was very
unhappy. That with her meant that she was reckless. She threw herself
passionately into her affair with Cheyenne Harry as the one tangible
human relation left to her in its entirety.
The days followed each other in a succession of passionate exaltations
and dumb despairs. Harry kissed her whenever he pleased now. She had
long since got beyond mere coquetry. It meant much to her hereditary
instincts so to yield, but she gave herself up to it with the abandon
of a lost soul delivering itself to degrading wickedness. For in spite
of her life and companions she was intrinsically pure, so pure that
even Cheyenne Harry, with all his extraordinary influence, did not
somehow care to go too far. He kissed her, and at the first, when the
long resistance had enhanced her value, he was persuaded that he loved
her--that these interviews meant to him what lovers' meetings mean--and
so he responded to her passionate devotion with what seemed to be
corresponding ecstasy.
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