The Whirl: A Romance of Washington SocietyDavis, Foxcroft
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The Whirl: A Romance of Washington Society
Davis, Foxcroft
Socialites -- Fiction; Washington (D.C.) -- Fiction
"Was it guilt and shame?" she asked in her thrilling voice. "Was it
rather not fate? I was married at twenty to a worthless wretch. I was
formed to love and be loved, and I found myself tied to a creature like
Guy Vernon. Then I met in you the man for whom I was meant and I came
into my own. At least I was disinterested, for then you were both poor
and obscure. I never had one regret for anything that happened. Do you
suppose that Marguerite Gautier regretted, even when she was dying, that
she had loved Armand? I always go, when I can, to hear that opera, _La
Vie de Bohème_. Mimi’s death is really a triumph of love. Let me tell
you this: no woman who ever loved ever regretted it. If she regretted
it she did not love. Men feel and act differently about these things.
You know you loved me once and you have seemed to hate me ever since,
but love will prevail--it will yet prevail."
It was a piteous sight to see her with clasped hands and the glory of an
undying hope in her eyes and voice. To make her believe that the end
had come long since between Sir Percy Carlyon and herself was like
fighting a shadow. The resolve took possession of Sir Percy to tell her
of Lucy Armytage, and then she might realise the inevitable.
"We will speak no more of the past," he said, "and I will tell you what
has happened in the present. I have met a woman whom I truly love, and
she has promised to marry me."
Alicia Vernon turned deathly pale, and stood looking at him with eyes
like those of Dido when she saw Æneas sail away from her. She walked
steadily to the window and looked with unseeing eyes at the glory of red
and gold in which the sun was sinking. Sir Percy Carlyon, standing
where she had left him, had to battle with his common-sense. Reason
told him that he had done this woman no injury--rather she had injured
him--and although Alicia Vernon’s protestation of love for him carried
with it conviction of truth, it had not kept her in the straight path.
Nevertheless he felt as if he had struck her a physical blow. Presently
she came from the window towards the fire, and said to Sir Percy what
any woman of forty would say:
"The girl you love is young?"
"Yes."
"That is the way of the world," cried Alicia--"youth is everything.
What is it François Coppée says? ’There is nothing for women but a
little love when they are young.’ I ask, however, one thing of you.
You can scarcely refuse it." Sir Percy remained silent. He did not
refuse it, but he was too much on his guard to promise it. "Only this,
let me see this woman whom you prefer to me. You think it childish?
Very well; all women have something of the child in them."
Sir Percy went towards the door, and his face, already dark and flushed,
grew still darker. Alicia came up to him and said with pleading in her
voice:
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