His mind suffered the gigantic convulsion proper to this blow.
Within one hour of leaving Lydford, he believed. His inherent
instincts, smothered through five years by kindness, hushed by gentle
words, lulled by immense generosity, tore their way through these
artifices and saw all that had been hidden, and far more. The
goodness of Woodrow rotted as Daniel thought of it; and even his
conversion stank. Brendon saw himself hoodwinked, laughed at,
deceived--seduced, like a child, with sugar-plums, rendered harmless
with gifts, muzzled and deluded with fields and beasts and great
possessions. He had worshipped and obeyed his God for this; he had
sung praises to the Almighty, and toiled in the ways of righteousness
for this. The Everlasting had watched it all, had listened to his
prayers, had marked his mighty efforts, had waited until the cup was
full before striking it from the lip of His servant. Brendon turned
from God to man, thought upon his enemy, and considered the plot that
had robbed him of his honour. Not until the light of dawn awoke upon
a world of young green and silver dew, did Sarah Jane enter into his
mind; and then he determined with himself that she must stand beside
her paramour. He could not remotely guess at the truth of the past
five years; it was natural that he should conceive a web of heartless
and cruel deception woven from their united cunning and daily wrapped
closer about himself. They knew him so well: his weak spots were so
familiar to them, that the rest was easy. They had laughed at his
complacent and devout trust in God a thousand times; doubtless they
had grown accustomed to their sin and finally become careless. It
was natural that all the world should know before it fell upon his
ears. He read the whole story; he saw Woodrow handing over the farm
in exchange for what he wanted more; he imagined Sarah Jane making
the bargain. Anon Woodrow pretended to Christianity and Sarah Jane
also affected an attitude of increased prayer and devotion. All was
dust--dust flung by cruel hands and hard hearts to blind him.
His life crashed down, like a tree thrown in March. So had he seen a
great elm fall. One moment it stood in full and glorious dignity of
adult growth, the sun upon its crown and rosy inflorescence of
flowers meshed within a grey mist of the young twigs; then the saw
gnawed to its heart, the axe rang, the mallet drove the wedge, and
the whole mighty edifice, falling in thunder, lay crushed fiat by its
own weight, maimed, wrecked, shattered, and utterly destroyed. Only
a raw disc in the hedge marked the place whence it had sprung upward,
to be a theatre for the loveliness of spring and autumn, a home for
the storm-thrush, a harp for the winter wind.
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