Brendon offered the other cheek; and before he stole out from his
hiding-place in the forest and went down where Woodrow dwelt, he was
safe in the grip of his God once more. The fact, however, did not
alter his determination, because this revelation of his own ordained
ruin and destruction brought others in its train. Subsequent actions
were clearly indicated to him by the Being he still obeyed; for
Daniel was not wholly sane now. Streaks and flashes of madness
touched the tissue of his thoughts, as sparks fly in smoke. Barriers
fell, old orderly opinions perished, strangled by the horde of
ferocious ideas that hurtled through his mind. From the broken links
of dead principles a new thing was welded, and method and purpose
were restored. He believed in predestination, and through that
hypothesis he came back humbly to the footstool of his idol. He
perceived that the World-maker had chosen him to drive the knife into
these evil hearts. For that purpose, the infinitely wise, infinitely
just, infinitely loving God of his fathers had called him from the
womb; had suffered him to live and thrive; had ordered his life
prosperously; had taught him from his youth up to worship Heaven, and
walk uprightly before men. To this end his faith had been founded
upon adamant, and tempered to move mountains; to this end the Sun of
Righteousness had warmed his spirit; and now the fruit of his spirit
was about to ripen in murder.
For a time the natural rage that consumed him cooled a little before
these high mandates. The inversion of his intellect was complete;
and though there came to him a fear that he was about to do this
thing that he might gratify a personal lust and hunger for revenge,
he put that temptation away as of the Devil. He believed that the
powers of darkness urged him to spare his wife and his master; while
Jehovah ordered their instant death. To let them live now would be
to frustrate their Maker's plan--a thing unthinkable. He longed for
a Bible that he might wallow in the atrocities of the Pentateuch and
find wherewithal to strengthen his arm there.
He was very nearly insane at this crisis--madder than it happens to
most to be at any time. Yet few there are, capable of intense
feeling, who have not stood at the veil, looked behind it in dreams
or calentures, and seen the red-eyed spirit glare like a gorgon out.
She peers forth by night, and the dreaming brain knows her well; at
times of terrific joy or grief she is near; after physical excesses
she comes close; surfeit or starvation alike summon her; she is the
firstling of superstition, the familiar of the fanatic.
This man walked with madness that night for a little time, and not
until he had returned to the lamp-lit streets did the unholy thing
depart from him. Then he affirmed his spirit, prayed fervent
prayers, and tramped by the sea a while, before going upon his
business. He meant to kill Woodrow with his naked hands.
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