"That's a good fellow. Don't think I'm blind, or so wrapt up in my
affairs that I don't watch what's doing. You hear Tapson say all
sorts of things about me, for he's not very fond of me, though he
pretends to be. But trust Prout before the others. He knows me.
I'm not a godless man, and all the rest of that rot. Only I mind my
own business, and don't wear my heart on my sleeve. I'm ill to-day,
or perhaps I should not have spoken so sharply. Still, I take back
nothing. Now tell Agg to bring my horse to the uppingstock. Lord
knows how I shall mount, for my shoulders are one ache."
"I'll help you, please," said Daniel; and a moment later he assisted
Hilary Woodrow into the saddle. The farmer thanked him, groaned,
then walked his horse quietly away.
Agg looked after his master.
"Was he short with 'e? Us have to keep our weather eyes lifting when
he's sick."
"Not at all," answered Brendon. "He only told me a thing or two I'd
forgotten."
"Ban't much you forget, I reckon," answered the red man. Then he
went his way, and Brendon returned to his work and his reflections.
He felt no anger at this reprimand. He was surprised with himself to
find how placid he remained under it. But he knew the reason. His
subordinate position was as nothing weighed against the possibility
of leaving Sarah Jane. He quickly came to a conclusion with himself,
and determined, at any cost of disappointment, to speak to her and
ask her to marry him. If she refused, he would quit Ruddyford; if
she accepted him, he would stay there--for the present. His mind
became much quieted upon this decision, and he found leisure to
reflect concerning his master. Woodrow had been curiously
communicative at the recent interview, and his confession concerning
himself interested his man. From Daniel's point of view the farmer's
life was godless, for he never obeyed any outward regulations, and
openly declared himself of no Christian persuasion. Yet his days
were well ordered, and he neither openly erred nor offended anybody.
Brendon wondered upon what foundation Mr. Woodrow based his scheme of
conduct, and whither he looked for help and counsel. That man can
trust reason to sustain his footsteps he knew not; and, indeed, at
that date, to find one of Woodrow's education and breeding strongly
sceptical of mind was a phenomenon. Such, however, had been his
bent, and, like many others who turn strongly by instinct from all
dogmas, the farmer yet found ethics an attractive subject, and
sharpened his intellect daily with such books as upheld reason
against faith. He was self-conscious concerning his unorthodox
opinions, but secretly felt proud of them. Fifty years ago, to be
agnostic was to be without the pale. None trusted Woodrow, and
religious-minded folk resented his existence. The local clergymen
would not know him. Perhaps only one man, John Prout, stood stoutly
for him in the face of all people, and declared that he could do no
wrong.
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