"She could read a verse of Scripture or one of the beautiful prayers
of the Prayer Book," said his mother, softly.
"It's all rot," he said, "the whole Bible is utter foolishness from
cover to cover."
"Exactly what the Bible says of itself," said his mother. "It says
that 'The preaching of the Cross is to them that perish foolishness,'
and if it is foolishness to you, my dear boy, it is because you are
perishing. St. Paul told the truth when he said, 'The natural man
receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God, for they are
foolishness to him, neither can he know them, for they are
spiritually discerned.' You have not a nature capable of grasping
the spiritual. 'You must be born again.'"
"Don't quote Scripture at me, for I tell you that I don't believe one
word of it," said Phil.
"If you could have seen what I have seen this day you would not be
such a trifler, my boy."
"I'm not trifling, mother," he said. "I am quite serious about it.
I am not proud, as some are, of being a sceptic, but I cannot believe
as you and Chris do." Observing tears in his mother's eyes, he
added, slowly, "I wish I could."
"There is but one way," she replied, "out of the fog of scepticism
into the light of faith, and it is the narrow way of obedience. 'If
any man will do his will he shall know of the doctrine whether it be
of God.' If you want to believe, my boy, give up your self-will and
promise me that you will try honestly to find out what God's will is
concerning you, that you may do it, and your scepticism will soon
take wings."
"But," said Phil, "I would like to have some proof that there is a
God before I begin to find out what His will is. Every sense that I
have bears me out in believing that there is no God. I have never
seen a God, nor heard one; I have never smelt, tasted, nor felt one."
"You may not have _felt_ that there is a God, but I have," said his
mother, "and I delight to pour forth my very soul to Him whom I know
exists, and whom I am satisfied to believe in without proofs save
such as I obtain from my own inner consciousness."
"And is the testimony of that one sense of feeling sufficient to
convince you that there is a God?" said Phil.
"It is," replied his mother.
"Well," he added, thoughtfully, "the odds are against you four to
one."
Approaching her first-born the mother laid her hand on his shoulder,
and said:
"Tell me, my boy, did you ever see a pain?"
"No," he replied.
"Did you ever hear a pain?"
"No."
"Did you ever smell a pain?"
"No."
"Did you ever feel a pain?"
"Yes," he unwillingly admitted.
"And was the testimony of that one sense sufficient to convince you
of the existence of pain?"
"Yes," he replied.
"And the testimony of that same sense has convinced me," she said,
"not only of the existence, but of the presence and love, of God."
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