Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
He was a man of one idea:—that all civilisation was the painted fungus
of rottenness. He hated any sign of culture. I won his respect one
afternoon when he found me trespassing in the woods because I was
watching some maggots at work in a dead rabbit. That led us to a
discussion of life. He was a thorough materialist—he scorned religion
and all mysticism. He spent his days sleeping, making intricate traps
for weasels and men, putting together a gun, or doing some amateur
forestry, cutting down timber, splitting it in logs for use in the
hall, and planting young trees. When he thought, he reflected on the
decay of mankind—the decline of the human race into folly and weakness
and rottenness. “Be a good animal, true to your animal instinct,” was
his motto. With all this, he was fundamentally very unhappy—and he made
me also wretched. It was this power to communicate his unhappiness that
made me somewhat dear to him, I think. He treated me as an affectionate
father treats a delicate son; I noticed he liked to put his hand on my
shoulder or my knee as we talked; yet withal, he asked me questions,
and saved his thoughts to tell me, and believed in my knowledge like
any acolyte.
I went up to the quarry woods one evening in early April, taking a look
for Annable. I could not find him, however, in the wood. So I left the
wildlands, and went along by the old red wall of the kitchen garden,
along the main road as far as the mouldering church which stands high
on a bank by the road-side, just where the trees tunnel the darkness,
and the gloom of the highway startles the travellers at noon. Great
trees growing on the banks suddenly fold over everything at this point
in the swinging road, and in the obscurity rots the Hall church, black
and melancholy above the shrinking head of the traveller.
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