Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The grassy path to the churchyard was still clogged with decayed
leaves. The church is abandoned. As I drew near an owl floated softly
out of the black tower. Grass overgrew the threshold. I pushed open the
door, grinding back a heap of fallen plaster and rubbish and entered
the place. In the twilight the pews were leaning in ghostly disorder,
the prayer-books dragged from their ledges, scattered on the floor in
the dust and rubble, torn by mice and birds. Birds scuffled in the
darkness of the roof. I looked up. In the upward well of the tower I
could see a bell hanging. I stooped and picked up a piece of plaster
from the ragged confusion of feathers, and broken nests, and remnants
of dead birds. Up into the vault overhead I tossed pieces of plaster
until one hit the bell, and it “tonged” out its faint remonstrance.
There was a rustle of many birds like spirits. I sounded the bell
again, and dark forms moved with cries of alarm overhead, and something
fell heavily. I shivered in the dark, evil-smelling place, and hurried
to get out of doors. I clutched my hands with relief and pleasure when
I saw the sky above me quivering with the last crystal lights, and the
lowest red of sunset behind the yew-boles. I drank the fresh air, that
sparkled with the sound of the blackbirds and thrushes whistling their
strong bright notes.
I strayed round to where the headstones, from their eminence leaned to
look on the Hall below, where great windows shone yellow light on to
the flagged court-yard, and the little fish pool. A stone staircase
descended from the graveyard to the court, between stone balustrades
whose pock-marked grey columns still swelled gracefully and with
dignity, encrusted with lichens. The staircase was filled with ivy and
rambling roses—impassable. Ferns were unrolling round the big square
halting place, half way down where the stairs turned.
A peacock, startled from the back premises of the Hall, came flapping
up the terraces to the churchyard. Then a heavy footstep crossed the
flags. It was the keeper. I whistled the whistle he knew, and he broke
his way through the vicious rose-boughs up the stairs. The peacock
flapped beyond me, on to the neck of an old bowed angel, rough and
dark, an angel which had long ceased sorrowing for the lost Lucy, and
had died also. The bird bent its voluptuous neck and peered about. Then
it lifted up its head and yelled. The sound tore the dark sanctuary of
twilight. The old grey grass seemed to stir, and I could fancy the
smothered primroses and violets beneath it waking and gasping for fear.
The keeper looked at me and smiled. He nodded his head towards the
peacock, saying:
“Hark at that damned thing!”
Again the bird lifted its crested head and gave a cry, at the same time
turning awkwardly on its ugly legs, so that it showed us the full
wealth of its tail glimmering like a stream of coloured stars over the
sunken face of the angel.
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