Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“That’s because you have no wine in your eyes to pledge with,” she
replied, answering his challenge with a blue blaze of her eyes. Then
her eyelashes drooped on to her cheek. He laughed with a faint ring of
consciousness, and asked her how could she know.
“Because,” she said slowly, looking up at him with pretended scorn,
“because there’s no change in your eyes when I look at you. I always
think people who are worth much talk with their eyes. That’s why you
are forced to respect many quite uneducated people. Their eyes are so
eloquent, and full of knowledge.” She had continued to look at him as
she spoke—watching his faint appreciation of her upturned face, and her
hair, where the light was always tangled, watching his brief
self-examination to see if he could feel any truth in her words,
watching till he broke into a little laugh which was rather more
awkward and less satisfied than usual. Then she turned away, smiling
also.
“There’s nothing in this book nice to sing,” she said, turning over the
leaves discontentedly. I found her a volume, and she sang “Should he
upbraid.” She had a fine soprano voice, and the song delighted him. He
moved nearer to her, and when at the finish she looked round with a
flashing, mischievous air, she found him pledging her with wonderful
eyes.
“You like that,” said she with the air of superior knowledge, as if,
dear me, all one had to do was to turn over to the right page of the
vast volume of one’s soul to suit these people.
“I do,” he answered emphatically, thus acknowledging her triumph.
“I’d rather ‘dance and sing’ round ‘wrinkled care’ than carefully shut
the door on him, while I slept in the chimney wouldn’t you?” she asked.
He laughed, and began to consider what she meant before he replied.
“As you do,” she added.
“What?” he asked.
“Keep half your senses asleep—half alive.”
“Do I?” he asked.
“Of course you do;—‘bos-bovis; an ox.’ You are like a stalled ox, food
and comfort, no more. Don’t you love comfort?” she smiled.
“Don’t you?” he replied, smiling shamefaced.
“Of course. Come and turn over for me while I play this piece. Well,
I’ll nod when you must turn—bring a chair.”
She began to play a romance of Schubert’s. He leaned nearer to her to
take hold of the leaf of music; she felt her loose hair touch his face,
and turned to him a quick, laughing glance, while she played. At the
end of the page she nodded, but he was oblivious; “Yes!” she said,
suddenly impatient, and he tried to get the leaf over; she quickly
pushed his hand aside, turned the page herself and continued playing.
“Sorry!” said he, blushing actually.
“Don’t bother,” she said, continuing to play without observing him.
When she had finished:
“There!” she said, “now tell me how you felt while I was playing.”
“Oh—a fool!”—he replied, covered with confusion.
“I’m glad to hear it,” she said—“but I didn’t mean that. I meant how
did the music make you feel?”
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