Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Besides—it’s nearly dark, it will be too dark to see in the wood,
won’t it?”
“It will directly.”
“Well, I’ll just go to the end of the garden, for one moment—run and
fetch that silk shawl out of my wardrobe—be quick, while it’s light.”
I ran and brought the wrap. She arranged it carefully over her head.
We went out, down the garden path. Lettie held her skirts carefully
gathered from the ground. A nightingale began to sing in the twilight;
we stepped along in silence as far as the rhododendron bushes, now in
rosy bud.
“I cannot go into the wood,” she said.
“Come to the top of the riding”—and we went round the dark bushes.
George was waiting. I saw at once he was half distrustful of himself
now. Lettie dropped her skirts and trailed towards him. He stood
awkwardly awaiting her, conscious of the clownishness of his
appearance. She held out her hand with something of a grand air:
“See,” she said, “I have come.”
“Yes—I thought you wouldn’t—perhaps”—he looked at her, and suddenly
gained courage: “You have been putting white on—you, you do look
nice—though not like——”
“What?—Who else?”
“Nobody else—only I—well I’d—I’d thought about it different—like some
pictures.”
She smiled with a gentle radiance, and asked indulgently, “And how was
I different?”
“Not all that soft stuff—plainer.”
“But don’t I look very nice with all this soft stuff, as you call
it?”—and she shook the silk away from her smiles.
“Oh, yes—better than those naked lines.”
“You are quaint to-night—what did you want me for—to say good-bye?”
“Good-bye?”
“Yes—you’re going away, Cyril tells me. I’m very sorry—fancy horrid
strangers at the Mill! But then I shall be gone away soon, too. We are
all going you see, now we’ve grown up,”—she kept hold of my arm. “Yes.”
“And where will you go—Canada? You’ll settle there and be quite a
patriarch, won’t you?”
“I don’t know.”
“You are not really sorry to go, are you?”
“No, I’m glad.”
“Glad to go away from us all.”
“I suppose so—since I must.”
“Ah, Fate—Fate! It separates you whether you want it or not.”
“What?”
“Why, you see, you have to leave. I mustn’t stay out here—it is growing
chilly. How soon are you going?”
“I don’t know.”
“Not soon then?”
“I don’t know.”
“Then I may see you again?”
“I don’t know.”
“Oh, yes, I shall. Well, I must go. Shall I say good-bye now?—that was
what you wanted, was it not?”
“To say good-bye?”
“Yes.”
“No—it wasn’t—I wanted, I wanted to ask you——”
“What?” she cried.
“You don’t know, Lettie, now the old life’s gone, everything—how I want
you—to set out with—it’s like beginning life, and I want you.”
“But what could I do—I could only hinder—what help should I be?”
“I should feel as if my mind was made up—as if I could do something
clearly. Now it’s all hazy—not knowing what to do next.”
“And if—if you had—what then?”
“If I had you I could go straight on.”
“Where?”
“Oh—I should take a farm in Canada——”
“Well, wouldn’t it be better to get it first and make sure——?”
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