Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Doesn’t it make you miserable to have her always there?” I asked him,
when we were in the next room. He sat down on the large white bed and
laughed shortly.
“We’re used to it—we never notice her, poor old gran’ma.”
“But she must have made a difference to you—she must make a big
difference at the bottom, even if you don’t know it,” I said.
“She’d got such a strong character,” he said musing, “—she seemed to
understand me. She was a real friend to me before she was so bad.
Sometimes I happen to look at her—generally I never see her, you know
how I mean—but sometimes I do—and then—it seems a bit rotten——”
He smiled at me peculiarly, “—it seems to take the shine off things,”
he added, and then, smiling again with ugly irony—“She’s our skeleton
in the closet.” He indicated her large bulk.
The church bells began to ring. The grey church stood on a rise among
the fields not far away, like a handsome old stag looking over towards
the inn. The five bells began to play, and the sound came beating upon
the window.
“I hate Sunday night,” he said restlessly.
“Because you’ve nothing to do?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” he said. “It seems like a gag, and you feel helpless. I
don’t want to go to church, and hark at the bells, they make you feel
uncomfortable.”
“What do you generally do?” I asked.
“Feel miserable—I’ve been down to Mayhew’s these last two Sundays, and
Meg’s been pretty mad. She says it’s the only night I could stop with
her, or go out with her. But if I stop with her, what can I do?—and if
we go out, it’s only for half an hour. I hate Sunday night—it’s a dead
end.”
When we went downstairs, the table was cleared, and Meg was bathing the
dark baby. Thus she was perfect. She handled the bonny, naked child
with beauty of gentleness. She kneeled over him nobly. Her arms and her
bosom and her throat had a nobility of roundness and softness. She
drooped her head with the grace of a Madonna, and her movements were
lovely, accurate and exquisite, like an old song perfectly sung. Her
voice, playing and soothing round the curved limbs of the baby, was
like water, soft as wine in the sun, running with delight.
We watched humbly, sharing the wonder from afar.
Emily was very envious of Meg’s felicity. She begged to be allowed to
bathe the second baby. Meg granted her bounteous permission:
“Yes, you can wash him if you like, but what about your frock?”
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