Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Emily, delighted, began to undress the baby whose hair was like crocus
petals. Her fingers trembled with pleasure as she loosed the little
tapes. I always remember the inarticulate delight with which she took
the child in her hands, when at last his little shirt was removed, and
felt his soft white limbs and body. A distinct, glowing atmosphere
seemed suddenly to burst out around her and the child, leaving me
outside. The moment before she had been very near to me, her eyes
searching mine, her spirit clinging timidly about me. Now I was put
away, quite alone, neglected, forgotten, outside the glow which
surrounded the woman and the baby.
“Ha!—Ha-a-a!” she said with a deep throated vowel, as she put her face
against the child’s small breasts, so round, almost like a girl’s,
silken and warm and wonderful. She kissed him, and touched him, and
hovered over him, drinking in his baby sweetnesses, the sweetness of
the laughing little mouth’s wide, wet kisses, of the round, waving
limbs, of the little shoulders so winsomely curving to the arms and the
breasts, of the tiny soft neck hidden very warm beneath the chin,
tasting deliciously with her lips and her cheeks all the exquisite
softness, silkiness, warmth, and tender life of the baby’s body.
A woman is so ready to disclaim the body of a man’s love; she yields
him her own soft beauty with so much gentle patience and regret; she
clings to his neck, to his head and his cheeks, fondling them for the
soul’s meaning that is there, and shrinking from his passionate limbs
and his body. It was with some perplexity, some anger and bitterness
that I watched Emily moved almost to ecstasy by the baby’s small,
innocuous person.
“Meg never found any pleasure in me as she does in the kids,” said
George bitterly, for himself.
The child, laughing and crowing, caught his hands in Emily’s hair and
pulled dark tresses down, while she cried out in remonstrance, and
tried to loosen the small fists that were shut so fast. She took him
from the water and rubbed him dry, with marvellous gentle little rubs,
he kicking and expostulating. She brought his fine hair into one silken
up-springing of ruddy gold like an aureole. She played with his tiny
balls of toes, like wee pink mushrooms, till at last she dare detain
him no longer, when she put on his flannel and his night-gown and gave
him to Meg.
Before carrying him to bed Meg took him to feed him. His mouth was
stretched round the nipple as he sucked, his face was pressed close and
closer to the breast, his fingers wandered over the fine white globe,
blue veined and heavy, trying to hold it. Meg looked down upon him with
a consuming passion of tenderness, and Emily clasped her hands and
leaned forward to him. Even thus they thought him exquisite.
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