Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
When the son of the horse-dealer at last left us to go to some of his
father’s old cronies, we were glad. Very uncertain, very sensitive and
wavering, our old intimacy burned again like the fragile burning of
alcohol. Closed together in the same blue flames, we discovered and
watched the pageant of life in the town revealed wonderfully to us. We
laughed at the tyranny of old romance. We scorned the faded procession
of old years, and made mock of the vast pilgrimage of by-gone romances
travelling farther into the dim distance. Were we not in the midst of
the bewildering pageant of modern life, with all its confusion of
bannerets and colours, with its infinite interweaving of sounds, the
screech of the modern toys of haste striking like keen spray, the heavy
boom of busy mankind gathering its bread, earnestly, forming the bed of
all other sounds; and between these two the swiftness of songs, the
triumphant tilt of the joy of life, the hoarse oboes of privation, the
shuddering drums of tragedy, and the eternal scraping of the two
deep-toned strings of despair?
We watched the taxicabs coursing with their noses down to the street,
we watched the rocking hansoms, and the lumbering stateliness of buses.
In the silent green cavern of the park we stood and listened to the
surging of the ocean of life. We watched a girl with streaming hair go
galloping down the Row, a dark man, laughing and showing his white
teeth, galloping more heavily at her elbow. We saw a squad of
life-guards enter the gates of the park, erect and glittering with
silver and white and red. They came near to us, and we thrilled a
little as we watched the muscles of their white smooth thighs answering
the movement of the horses, and their cheeks and their chins bending
with proud manliness to the rhythm of the march. We watched the
exquisite rhythm of the body of men moving in scarlet and silver
further down the leafless avenue, like a slightly wavering spark of red
life blown along. At the Marble Arch Corner we listened to a little
socialist who was flaring fiercely under a plane tree. The hot stream
of his words flowed over the old wounds that the knowledge of the
unending miseries of the poor had given me, and I winced. For him the
world was all East-end, and all the East-End was as a pool from which
the waters are drained off, leaving the water-things to wrestle in the
wet mud under the sun, till the whole of the city seems a heaving,
shuddering struggle of black-mudded objects deprived of the elements of
life. I felt a great terror of the little man, lest he should make me
see all mud, as I had seen before. Then I felt a breathless pity for
him, that his eyes should be always filled with mud, and never
brightened. George listened intently to the speaker, very much moved by
him.
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