Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“I don’t know. I feel as if she’d insulted me. She does lie, doesn’t
she?”
“I didn’t notice it,” I said, but I knew he meant her shirking, her
shuffling of her life.
“And you think of those poor devils under the bridge—and then of her
and them frittering away themselves and money in that idiocy——”
He spoke with passion.
“You are quoting Longfellow,” I said.
“What?” he asked, looking at me suddenly.
“‘Life is real, life is earnest——’”
He flushed slightly at my good-natured gibe.
“I don’t know what it is,” he replied. “But it’s a pretty rotten
business, when you think of her fooling about wasting herself, and all
the waste that goes on up there, and the poor devils rotting on the
embankment—and——”
“And you—and Mayhew—and me——” I continued.
He looked at me very intently to see if I were mocking. He laughed. I
could see he was very much moved.
“Is the time quite out of joint?” I asked.
“Why!”—he laughed. “No. But she makes me feel so angry—as if I should
burst—I don’t know when I felt in such a rage. I wonder why. I’m sorry
for him, poor devil. ‘Lettie and Leslie’—they seemed christened for one
another, didn’t they?”
“What if you’d had her?” I asked.
“We should have been like a cat and dog; I’d rather be with Meg a
thousand times—now!” he added significantly. He sat watching the lamps
and the people and the dark buildings slipping past us.
“Shall we go and have a drink?” I asked him, thinking we would call in
Frascati’s to see the come-and-go.
“I could do with a brandy,” he replied, looking at me slowly.
We sat in the restaurant listening to the jigging of the music,
watching the changing flow of the people. I like to sit a long time by
the hollyhocks watching the throng of varied bees which poise and
hesitate outside the wild flowers, then swing in with a hum which sets
everything aquiver. But still more fascinating it is to watch the come
and go of people weaving and intermingling in the complex mesh of their
intentions, with all the subtle grace and mystery of their moving,
shapely bodies.
I sat still, looking out across the amphitheatre. George looked also,
but he drank glass after glass of brandy.
“I like to watch the people,” said I.
“Ay—and doesn’t it seem an aimless, idiotic business—look at them!” he
replied in tones of contempt. I looked instead at him, in some surprise
and resentment His face was gloomy, stupid and unrelieved. The amount
of brandy he had drunk had increased his ill humour.
“Shall we be going?” I said. I did not want him to get drunk in his
present state of mind.
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