Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She shrugged her shoulders, saying, “Make love to the next girl you
meet, and by the time the poppies redden the field, she’ll hang in your
arms. She’ll have need to be more than half afraid, won’t she?”
She played with the leaves of the book, and did not look at him.
“But,” he faltered, his eyes glowing, “it would be—rather——”
“Don’t, sweet lad, don’t!” she cried laughing.
“But I shouldn’t—” he insisted, “I don’t know whether I should like any
girl I know to——”
“Precious Sir Galahad,” she said in a mock caressing voice, and
stroking his cheek with her finger, “You ought to have been a monk—a
martyr, a Carthusian.”
He laughed, taking no notice. He was breathlessly quivering under the
new sensation of heavy, unappeased fire in his breast, and in the
muscles of his arms. He glanced at her bosom and shivered.
“Are you studying just how to play the part?” she asked.
“No—but——” he tried to look at her, but failed. He shrank, laughing,
and dropped his head.
“What?” she asked with vibrant curiosity.
Having become a few degrees calmer, he looked up at her now, his eyes
wide and vivid with a declaration that made her shrink back as if flame
had leaped towards her face. She bent down her head and picked at her
dress.
“Didn’t you know the picture before?” she said, in a low, toneless
voice.
He shut his eyes and shrank with shame.
“No, I’ve never seen it before,” he said.
“I’m surprised,” she said. “It is a very common one.”
“Is it?” he answered, and this make-belief conversation fell. She
looked up, and found his eyes. They gazed at each other for a moment
before they hid their faces again. It was a torture to each of them to
look thus nakedly at the other, a dazzled, shrinking pain that they
forced themselves to undergo for a moment, that they might the moment
after tremble with a fierce sensation that filled their veins with
fluid, fiery electricity. She sought almost in panic, for something to
say.
“I believe it’s in Liverpool, the picture,” she contrived to say.
He dared not kill this conversation, he was too self-conscious. He
forced himself to reply, “I didn’t know there was a gallery in
Liverpool.”
“Oh, yes, a very good one,” she said.
Their eyes met in the briefest flash of a glance, then both turned
their faces aside. Thus averted, one from the other, they made talk. At
last she rose, gathered the books together, and carried them off. At
the door she turned. She must steal another keen moment: “Are you
admiring my strength?” she asked. Her pose was fine. With her head
thrown back, the roundness of her throat ran finely down to the bosom
which swelled above the pile of books held by her straight arms. He
looked at her. Their lips smiled curiously. She put back her throat as
if she were drinking. They felt the blood beating madly in their necks.
Then, suddenly breaking into a slight trembling, she turned round and
left the room.
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