Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“This makes me know. I have felt in myself a long time that he was
suffering; I have had the feeling of him in me. I knew, yes, I did know
he wanted me, and you, I felt it. I have had the feeling of him upon me
this last three months especially . . . I have been cruel to him.”
“Well—we’ll go to him now, shall we?” I said.
“To-morrow—to-morrow,” she replied, noticing me really for the first
time. “I go in the morning.”
“And I’ll go with you.”
“Yes—in the morning. Lettie has her party to Chatsworth—don’t tell
her—we won’t tell her.”
“No,” said I.
Shortly after, my mother went upstairs. Lettie came in rather late from
Highclose; Leslie did not come in. In the morning they were going with
a motor party into Matloch and Chatsworth, and she was excited, and did
not observe anything.
After all, mother and I could not set out until the warm tempered
afternoon. The air was full of a soft yellowness when we stepped down
from the train at Cossethay. My mother insisted on walking the long two
miles to the village. We went slowly along the road, lingering over the
little red flowers in the high hedge-bottom up the hillside. We were
reluctant to come to our destination. As we came in sight of the little
grey tower of the church, we heard the sound of braying, brassy music.
Before us, filling a little croft, the Wakes was in full swing.
Some wooden horses careered gaily round, and the swingboats leaped into
the mild blue sky. We sat upon the stile, my mother and I, and watched.
There were booths, and cocoanut shies and round-abouts scattered in the
small field. Groups of children moved quietly from attraction to
attraction. A deeply tanned man came across the field swinging two
dripping buckets of water. Women looked from the doors of their
brilliant caravans, and lean dogs rose lazily and settled down again
under the steps. The fair moved slowly, for all its noise. A stout
lady, with a husky masculine voice invited the excited children into
her peep show. A swarthy man stood with his thin legs astride on the
platform of the roundabouts, and sloping backwards, his mouth distended
with a row of fingers, he whistled astonishingly to the coarse row of
the organ, and his whistling sounded clear, like the flight of a wild
goose high over the chimney tops, as he was carried round and round. A
little fat man with an ugly swelling on his chest stood screaming from
a filthy booth to a crowd of urchins, bidding them challenge a big,
stolid young man who stood with folded arms, his fists pushing out his
biceps. On being asked if he would undertake any of these prospective
challenges, this young man nodded, not having yet attained a talking
stage:—yes he would take two at a time, screamed the little fat man
with the big excrescence on his chest, pointing at the cowering lads
and girls. Further off, Punch’s quaint voice could be heard when the
cocoanut man ceased grinding out screeches from his rattle. The
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