Castles -- Fiction; Country life -- Fiction; Ghost stories; Scotland -- Fiction
“I began to sink softly down, with the heavenliest feeling of relaxation
and repose, as if there existed only the soul of beautiful rest. I sank
so softly--and just as my cheek almost touched the grass the dream was
over!”
“Oh!” cried Mrs. MacNairn. “Did you awaken?”
“No. I came back. In my sleep I suddenly found myself creeping into my
bed again as if I had been away somewhere. I was wondering why I was
there, how I had left the hillside, when I had left it. That part
WAS a dream--but the other was not. I was allowed to go
somewhere--outside--and come back.”
I caught at her hand in the dark.
“The words are all wrong,” I said. “It is because we have no words to
describe that. But have I made you feel it at all? Oh! Mrs. MacNairn,
have I been able to make you know that it was not a dream?”
She lifted my hand and pressed it passionately against her cheek, and
her cheek, too, was wet--wet.
“No, it was not a dream,” she said. “You came back. Thank God you came
back, just to tell us that those who do not come back stand awakened in
that ecstasy--in that ecstasy. And The Fear is nothing. It is only
The Dream. The awakening is out on the hillside, out on the hillside!
Listen!” She started as she said it. “Listen! The nightingale is
beginning again.”
He sent forth in the dark a fountain--a rising, aspiring fountain--of
golden notes which seemed to reach heaven itself. The night was made
radiant by them. He flung them upward like a shower of stars into
the sky. We sat and listened, almost holding our breath. Oh! the
nightingale! the nightingale!
“He knows,” Hector MacNairn’s low voice said, “that it was not a dream.”
When there was silence again I heard him leave his chair very quietly.
“Good night! good night!” he said, and went away. I felt somehow that
he had left us together for a purpose, but, oh, I did not even remotely
dream what the purpose was! But soon she told me, almost in a whisper.
“We love you very much, Ysobel,” she said. “You know that?”
“I love you both, with all my heart,” I answered. “Indeed I love you.”
“We two have been more to each other than mere mother and son. We have
been sufficient for each other. But he began to love you that first day
when he watched you in the railway carriage. He says it was the far look
in your eyes which drew him.”
“I began to love him, too,” I said. And I was not at all ashamed or shy
in saying it.
“We three might have spent our lives together,” she went on. “It would
have been a perfect thing. But--but--” She stood up as if she could not
remain seated. Involuntarily I stood up with her. She was trembling, and
she caught and held me in her arms. “He cannot stay, Ysobel,” she ended.
I could scarcely hear my own voice when I echoed the words.
“He cannot--stay?”
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