The White Rose of Langley: A Story of the Olden TimeHolt, Emily Sarah
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The White Rose of Langley: A Story of the Olden Time
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Lancaster and York, 1399-1485 -- Fiction
"Come back to me, Hawise Gerard!--from the dead, if thou wilt have it
so. Cousin Hawise--fair, gent, shamefaced, loving, holy!--come back to
me, and speak with the olden voice, and give me to wit what terrible
thing hath been, to take away thyself, and leave but this instead of
thee!"
Maude's own earnestness was so intense, that she felt as if her
passionate words must have moved a granite mountain; but they fell cold
and powerless upon Avice de Narbonne.
"Look out into the dark this night, Maude, and call thy mother, and see
whether she will answer. The dead _cannot_ come back. I have no more
power to call back to thee the maiden I was of old, than thou. Rest,
maid; and do what thou wilt and canst with that which is."
"What can I?" said Maude bitterly. "At least thou canst tell me what
hath wrought this fearful change in thee."
"Can I?" replied Avice, seating herself on the window-seat, and
motioning her cousin to do the same. "And what shall I say it were--
call it light or darkness, love or hate? For six months after I left
home I was right woesome. (It is all gone, Maude--the old cottage, and
the forge, and the elms--they razed them all!) And then there came into
my life a fair false face, and a voice that spake well, and an heart
that was black as night. And I trusted him, for I loved him. Loved
him--ay, better than all the saints in Heaven! I could have died to
save a pang of pain to him, and smiled in doing it. But he was false,
false, false! And on the day that I knew it--O that horrible day!--my
love turned to black hate within me. I knelt and prayed that my wrong
should be avenged--that some sorrow should befal him. But I never meant
that. Holy Mary, Lady of Sorrows, thou knewest I never meant that! And
that very night I knelt and prayed, he died on the field of battle far
away. I knew not he was in danger till four days after. When I so did,
I prayed as fervently for his safety. The old love came back upon me,
and I could have rent the heavens if my weak hands had reached them, to
undo that fearful prayer. But she heard me not--she, the Lady of Pity!
She had heard me once too well. And fifteen days later, I knew that I
was a widow--that he had died that night, with none to pillow his head
or wipe the death-dews from his brow--died unassoiled, unatoned with
either God or me! And I had done it. Child, my heart was closed up
that day as with a wall of stone. It will never open again. It is not
my love that is dead--it is my heart."
"But, Hawise, hadst no masses sung for his soul?" asked Maude in loving
pity.
"Too late," she said, dropping her face upon her hands. "Too late!"
"Too late for what?" softly inquired a third voice--so gently and
compassionately that no annoyance could be felt.
Avice was silent, and Maude answered for her.
"For the winning of a soul from Purgatory that hath passed thither
without housel ne chrism."
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