"That, speaking as her father and a man of the world of a few
experiences, a young lady was in error if she expected to find the man
to whom she was betrothed quite perfect."
"Doctor, you'll drive me mad," said Clive.
"No, I am going to teach you to be a little philosophical and to be
patient, for of course she will come round. I am angry, terribly angry
with you; I think it disgraceful--"
"But--"
"Hear me out, boy, or, confound you, I'll have you shown the door,"
cried the Doctor angrily. Then calming down: "It is most unfortunate,
coming at such a time, too. The old writer may well have said that
about our pleasant vices and the rods, or whatever it was, to scourge
us. Be silent, sir: you shall speak when I have done. I know there was
every excuse, living in the same house with a pretty gentle young girl
who looked above her station, but was not in her manners. I have known
lots of cases. Bit of vanity--good-looking young master--thinks she'll
be a lady--flings herself literally at young fellow's head. Yes, a
young man needs to be superhuman, I may say, under the circumstances."
"Have you done, Doctor?"
"No, sir, I have not. You will have to go through a kind of probation
with Janet--and with me, of course; and in time the matter may perhaps
be patched up. Now we will set that aside, and talk about the business
matters connected with your father's decease. Poor old Grantham! It's
a gap out of my life, Clive. We were chums for thirty years. Thank God
he did not know of this, poor fellow, for he thought so highly of you,
my boy."
"Would to God he were here now!" cried Clive passionately.
"Amen!"
"To hear his son defend himself. I swear to you, Doctor Praed, by all
that is holy, by my dead father lying there at home, and who from the
spirit-world may hear my words, I am perfectly innocent. For years I
have not had a thought that Janet might not know--that has not been
hers. It was all a mistake--a misconception, and in her hurry and
readiness to jump at conclusions she believed it."
"But, my dear boy, do you mean to deny that the unhappy girl, whose
words I heard as she knelt by you, has not had a promise of marriage?"
"No, sir--unfortunately no."
"Then what do you mean?"
"Oh, Doctor," cried Clive passionately, "why is it in this, world that
one man may go on adding blot after blot to his bespattered scutcheon,
and at each revelation people smile and shrug their shoulders; while
another who has tried to make his life blameless and keep the shield of
his honour bright is doubted at the first blur that is cast upon it;
every one seems to rejoice, sets him down as a hypocrite, and cries `Ah!
found out at last!'"
"Well, my boy, it is human nature. I must confess to feeling something
like that yesterday myself."
"Then shame upon you, sir!--Doctor, you've known me from a boy, and
ought to be better able to judge me."
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