Dinah murmured something, but her eyes did not endorse her father's
words, for they fell, and the nerves about the corners of her lips
twitched slightly as she listened to their visitor's reply.
"This is very good and kind of you, Major Gurdon," he said; "and I
should be ungrateful if I did not accept your hospitality. Let me be
frank, though, with you, sir. I came down here to try and forget my
troubles in hard work. My mission is to make this mine a successful
venture for the sake of those who have embarked in the scheme, and my
thoughts run upon the work, and that alone. I shall prove to be a very
dreary guest."
"Let me have my opinion about that," said the Major, smiling. "You have
done wisely, sir. Hard work in these solitudes will restore your tone.
I came down years ago in despair, to die forgotten; but I soon found out
that `there is a divinity which shapes our ends, rough hew them as we
may.' I was not to die, sir. Life began to have attractions once more.
I found that there was something to live for besides self. Here we
are, then, and, Mr Reed, you are very welcome."
He drew back for his guest to enter, and he in turn made place for
Dinah, who raised her eyes to thank him in silence for his courtesy,
when he saw a sudden change come over her countenance, which in an
instant was full of a painful look of utter despair, as she seemed to
have caught sight of something over his shoulder.
The next moment she had hurried in, and Clive Reed followed, feeling a
new interest in his host's child, and at the same moment asking himself
whether she were not suffering from some mental trouble, which was
eating away the hopefulness of a life so young as hers.
There was something very restful and calm about that evening at the
cottage. Dinah hardly spoke a word, but after the pleasant meal sat
engaged upon some piece of work, over which her white fingers passed
hastily to and fro, as the guest sat back in his chair and watched them,
while the Major smoked his cigar at the window, and chatted at times
about London and India, where he had gone through some service at the
time of the Mutiny.
But there were many lapses into silence, and the whole tone of the
evening was grave and still, according wonderfully with Clive Reed's
state of mind, as he felt a kind of sympathy for the lady before him,
and found himself working out her career, without female companionship,
saving that of the stern-looking elderly servant. Dinah Gurdon, he
thought, must have gone through some terrible time of anguish to wear
such an aspect as he had noticed more than once, and he pitied her, as
he saw the busy hands, utterly devoid of any ornament but their natural
beauty of form and whiteness, still going to and fro the needlework in
the light cast upon them by the shaded lamp.
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