Look at his bodily infirmities. "There was given unto me a thorn in the
flesh." Where was the shield? It is not necessary for us to know the
character of his thorn. But assuredly it was some ailment which appeared
to interfere with the completeness of his work. Some think it was an
affliction of the eyes; others think that it was a proneness to some
form of malarial fever which frequently brought him into a state of
collapse and exhaustion. But there it was, and the shield of faith did
not keep it away.
Or look again at his exhausting labours. There is no word concerning his
ministry more pregnant with meaning than this word "labour," which the
apostle so frequently used to describe his work. "In labours oft;"
"whereunto I labour;" "I laboured more abundantly than they all." This
is not the labour of ordinary toil. It is the labour of travail. It is
labour to the degree of poignant pang. It is labour that so expends the
strength as to empty the fountain. It is the labour of sacrifice. And I
thought that perhaps a protected life might have been spared the
sufferings of a living martyrdom and that the service such a man
rendered might have been made fruitful without pain. I thought God might
have protected His servant. But the shield of faith did not deliver him
from the labour of travail through which he sought the birth of the
children of grace.
Or look once more at his repeated failures. You can hear the wail of
sadness as he frequently contemplates his ruined hopes concerning little
churches which he had built, or concerning fellow-believers whom he had
won to Christ. "Are ye so soon fallen away?" "Ye would have given your
eyes to me but now--." "I hear that there is strife among you." "It is
reported that there is uncleanness among you." "Demus hath forsaken me."
And it is wail after wail, for it is failure after failure. Defeat is
piled upon defeat. It is declared to be a protected life, and yet
disasters litter the entire way. It is perfectly clear that the shield
of faith did not guard him from the agony of defeat.
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