The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)Trollope, Frances Milton
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The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Trollope, Frances Milton
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
"I am glad we are alone once more, dear sister, for you are the only one
I could open my heart to.... I don't believe I have been a very wicked
man, sister Betsy, though I am afraid I never did much good to anybody,
nor to myself neither; but the one thing that lies heavy at my heart, is
having sold away my poor father's patrimony.... I can't help thinking,
Betsy, that I see him every now and then at the bottom of my bed, with
his old hat, and his spud, and his brown gaiters ... and ... I never
told anybody; ... but he seems always just going to repeat the last
words he ever said to me, which were spoken just like as I am now
speaking to you, Betsy, with his last breath; ... and he said, 'Josiah,
my son, I could not die with a safe conscience if I left my poor weakly
Betsy without sufficient to keep her in the same quiet comfort as she
has been used to. But it would grieve me, Josiah....' Oh! how plain I
hear his voice at this minute!--'it would grieve me, Josiah,' he said,
'if I thought the acres would be parted for ever ... they have been
above four hundred years belonging to us from father to son; and once
Compton Basett was a name that stood for a thousand acres instead of
three hundred;' ... and then ... don't be angry, sister Betsy," said the
sick man, pressing her hand which he held, "but he said, 'I don't think
Betsy very likely to marry; and if she don't, Josiah, why, then, all
that is left of Compton Basett will be joined together again for your
descendants,' ... and yet, after this I sold my portion, Betsy, ... and
I do fear his poor spirit is troubled for it--I do indeed ... and it is
that which hangs so heavy upon my mind."
"And if that be all, Josiah, you may close your eyes, and go to join our
dear father in peace. He struggled with and conquered his strongest
feeling, his just and honourable pride, for my sake; and for his, as
well as for the same feeling, which is very strong within my own breast
also, I have lived poorly, though not hardly, Josiah, and have added
penny to penny till I was able to make Compton Basett as respectable a
patrimony as he left it. It was not farmer Wright who bought the land,
brother--it was I."
The old man's emotion at hearing this was stronger than any he had shewn
for many years. He raised his sister's hand to his lips, and kissed it
fervently. "Bless you, Betsy!... bless you, my own dear sister!"... he
said in a voice that trembled as much from feeling as from weakness, and
for several minutes afterwards he lay perfectly silent and motionless.
Miss Compton watched him with an anxious eye, and not without a flutter
at her heart lest she should suddenly find this stillness to be that of
death. But it was not so; on the contrary, his voice appeared
considerably stronger than it had done since their interview began, when
he again spoke, and said,--
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