In April, after I had lived in that dingy den six months or more, Dick
came into my room one morning and made an announcement. It was that he
had been commissioned by his paper to go as its correspondent with a
British punitive expedition on the North-West Frontier of India.
"You'll go, of course," I said, reflecting that such an offer meant both
advancement and profit. He had long ago told me that a commission as
war correspondent was his greatest ambition.
"No, my dear old fellow," his deep voice answered in a tone more grave
than usual. "I can't leave you alone."
"Nonsense!" I ejaculated. "I'm not going to allow you to fling away
such a good offer to remain with me. No, you must go, Dick. You'll be
back in three months at most, won't you?"
"Perhaps before," and his voice sounded low and strange. "But really,
old fellow, I can't go and leave you helpless, like this."
"You'll go," I said decisively. "Mrs Parker will look after me, and
three months will soon pass."
"No," he said. "It's all very well, but you can't sit here month after
month, helpless as you are. It's impossible."
"I shall amuse myself with my books and my basket-making," I answered.
Truth to tell, this announcement of his had utterly crushed me. His
society was the only bright spot in my life. If he left me I should be
entirely alone, cheerless and melancholy. Nevertheless, when the sight
is destroyed the mind is quickened, and I reflected all that this offer
meant to him, and admired his self-denial and readiness to refuse it on
my account.
Therefore I insisted that he should go. In the end he was persuaded,
and three days later left Charing Cross for India.
When he had gone I became hopelessly depressed. In vain did I try to
interest myself in the embossed books, but they were mostly works which
I had read long ago, and in vain I toiled at basket-making until my
finger-tips were sore and aching. Sometimes at evening Mrs Parker,
herself a sad scholar, would try and read a few of what she considered
the choicest morsels of the "extra special." She read very slowly and
inaccurately, poor old soul, and many were the words she was compelled
to spell and leave me to solve their meaning. Indeed, in those long
hours I spent by myself I sank lower and lower in dejection. No longer
I heard Dick's merry voice saying--
"Come, cheer up, old chap. Let me tell you all I heard to-day over at
the club."
No longer could I lean upon his arm as we descended that steep flight of
steps leading from the end of Essex Street to the Embankment; no longer
did I hear those playful words of his on such occasions--
"Take care, darling, or you'll fall."
Dear old Dick! Now, when I reflected upon it all, I saw how in my great
affliction he treated me as tenderly as he could a woman. Forlorn,
hypped, and heart-sick, I lived on from day to day, taking interest in
nothing, moping doleful and unmanned.
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