"Confidences are unnecessary between us," she responded. "I have to
bear my grief alone."
"Your words sound strange, coming from one whom I had thought so merry
and light-hearted," I said.
"Are you, then, ignorant of the faculty a woman has of concealing her
sorrows behind an outward show of gaiety--that a woman always possesses
two countenances, the face and the mask?"
"You are scarcely complimentary to your own sex," I answered with a
smile. "Yet that is surely no reason why you should be thus wretched
and downhearted." Her manner puzzled me, for since the commencement of
our conversation she had grown strangely melancholy--entirely unlike her
own bright self. I tried to obtain from her some clue to the cause of
her sadness, but in vain. My short acquaintance with her did not
warrant me pressing upon her a subject which was palpably distasteful;
nevertheless, it seemed to me more than strange that she should thus
acknowledge to me her sorrow at a moment when any other woman would have
practised coquetry.
"I can only suffer in silence," she responded when I asked her to tell
me something of the cause of her unhappiness.
"Excuse my depression this evening. I know that to you I must seem a
hypochondriac, but I will promise you to wear the mask--if ever we meet
again."
"Why do you speak so vaguely?" I inquired in quick apprehension. "I
certainly hope that we shall meet again, many, many times. Your words
would make it appear as though such meeting is improbable."
"I think it is," she answered simply. "You are very kind to have borne
with me like this," she added, her manner quickly changing; "and if we
do meet, I'll try not to have another fit of melancholy."
"Yes, Miss Anson," I said, halting in the path, "let us meet again.
Remember that we have to-day commenced a friendship--a friendship which
I trust will last always."
But she slowly shook her head, as though the heavy sadness of her heart
still possessed her.
"Friendship may exist between us, but frequent meetings are, I fear,
impossible."
"Why? You told me only a moment ago that you were your own mistress," I
observed.
"And so I am in most things," she answered. "But as far as meeting you,
we can only leave that to chance."
"Why?"
"Please do not endeavour to force me to explanations," she answered with
firmness. "I merely tell you that frequent meetings with you are
unlikely--that is all."
We had walked on, and were nearing the gate leading out into the High
Street, Kensington.
"In other words, then, you are not altogether pleased with my
companionship?"
"No, really," she laughed sweetly. "I didn't say that. You have no
reason to jump at such a conclusion. I thank you very much indeed for
your words of sympathy."
"And you have no desire to see me again?" I interrupted, in a tone of
bitter disappointment.
"If such were the case, ours would be a very extraordinary friendship,
wouldn't it?" and she lifted her eyes to mine with a kindly look.
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