The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel — John Shaqi
The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Alone in the great bare study, the father looked at the little table,
where the sun fell gently on the roses, all the fine preparations of
welcome he had made under the approval of the old portraits, with the
country of the past showing through the windows, and he felt himself
abandoned like the leader of an army in the evening of his defeat.
“Can a son so rebel against his father?” he reflected. “I spoke
gently to him in the beginning. He grew irritable almost at once. How
potent that woman is with him, and how I should like to break her!
He’ll come back. It’s impossible that he should not. I’ll go and find
him, in case----I was too distant with him perhaps. I wounded him
unnecessarily. He loves her, poor child. He believes what she tells
him. With her siren’s voice and her eyes of fire and all her pretty
looks, she has cajoled him, and plays with him. Yes, I was wrong to
defy them. Their scorn of hypocrisy and their revolt against society
make these women more dangerous than those of other days.... He has
run off to her, no doubt. She’ll stir him up against me, against his
father. Against your father, Maurice, who, in his love for you, tried
to keep you in the right track....”
But he was not a man for useless lamentation. Searching some
decision to be made, he went to his wife’s room, for it was there he
customarily repaired for counsel in difficult moments. But he found the
curtains drawn and Mrs. Roquevillard sleeping. Afflicted with a slow
consumption, which had grown more pronounced as she grew older, she
suffered often now from a facial neuralgia that completely exhausted
her. Many a time, for years, he had opened her door like this, counting
on her calm judgment and clear vision, and had had to steal away again
without making any noise, thrown back on his own resources. He always
felt less confidence in himself when she was depressed or laid low.
He was worrying about their son: mothers are more close and have more
influence than fathers. She could perhaps have conjured away this peril
that threatened Maurice.
“I am alone,” he thought sadly, standing by her sick bed.
Quietly as a cat he stole out of the room. In the drawing-room he found
Margaret writing, and from her serene presence drew, as always, some
reassurance.
“Here’s the one to help me,” he said to himself. “There’s no sister
more devoted.”
He went nearer to her, forcing himself to dissemble his anxiety as she
raised her head and smiled.
“What are you doing, little girl? I’ll wager you’re ordering something
for your trousseau from some fine shop.”
“Father, you’re nowhere near it.”
“You’re writing to some of your school friends, then, to tell them of
your engagement.”
“No nearer.”
“Then you’re reminding your fiancé that he dines here this evening.”
“There’s no need of that.”
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